Throughout my life most of my psychic experiences have occurred in a dream state. I'll know when a close family member dies, because they will visit me in my dreams. I have had many premonition dreams, and I have had out of body experiences in my dreams. Over the years I have gotten to know the difference between a regular dream state and when something else is occurring.
Starting about 7 months ago, I was dreaming a normal everyday dream. I was hanging out with friends and family, and then the dream changed, a dark smoke like shadow entered the dream. It was a similar feeling to when my deceased relatives visit me, so I knew that it was a foreign entity. The smoke flew around the room, and entered into the bodies of my friends and family. I had this uncontrollable feeling that I was supposed to help them from this possession, but I had no idea what to do. I woke up feeling scared and frustrated. I dismissed this dream thinking that it was just a one time occurrence, and it was nothing. I spent several nights after that dreaming that I was practicing telekinesis, I would wake up exhausted. But I figured that I was tired because I was not sleeping well.
About a month later I had another dream, it started out like a totally normal dream then a black smoke appeared, and I had the same weird feeling. This time instead of possessing people it possessed inanimate objects and attempted to communicate with me. I had no idea what it was trying to say, and I again had an uncontrollable feeling that I needed to fight this entity, and remove it from possessing things. I tried everything I could think of (including my newly developed telekinesis) until I woke up feeling frustrated and ineffective.
Normally I would dismiss 2 similar dreams as nothing more than maybe my subconscious acting up. But the feeling was not that of an ordinary dream, and the realism of the dream kept the images in my head for a long time. I felt like something was going on, but I didn't know what.
I have had approximately 15 dreams now, they are increasing in frequency. The dreams no longer scare me, I merely wake up disappointed that I couldn't have done more. All the dreams start out like normal dreams involving random people and events doing normal weird dream like stuff, then a shadow intrudes on my dream and I get this shock that runs through my body. Then the dream completely changes, and I spend the rest of the night attempting everything I can possibly try to keep this entity from possessing other things. I have tried everything from elemental manipulation, to exorcism, to asking for help from various higher powers. I have even asked it what it wanted and what it was doing. Nothing seems to work it won't answer my questions, and now the entity is laughing at me when I try anything. Despite the fact that I am the only one in my dream that is fighting. I have this overwhelming feeling that I am not the only one who is experiencing this, and that I am not the only one that is fighting.
If anyone has had similar experiences, has some idea what is going on, or how to help or fight off these entities so that I can get a decent sleep again, I would really appreciate any help.
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Now, the reason why I decided to comment in this blog is what happened last night. Again, it started as the above, but what was different is that I really felt someone, hands on me, holding me down, and I was struggling & fighting him. And when I turned where the dark shadows usually stands, he rushed onto my side then turned into black smoke and enter through my mouth. After that, I woke up again, slightly terrified but aside from that, felt actually numb.
Is there any one who experienced what I did last night? Or can someone explain what did just happen? I am afraid that something, I don't know enters me? Like possess me? Thanks in advance!