There have been so many things happening to me that I am so confused and I don't know what I am! I usually get them in small doses which makes me even more confused so ill start from the beginning:
A couple of years ago I had a dream that someone close to me would die, it was as if I was looking at myself except I had a different hairstyle from the one I had in the present moment. 4 Months later my step sister died and I had my hair changed to what was in the dream 4 months ago so my dream came true.
I also managed to predict my exam results perfectly which was good I told my mum about it before they came through he door and when it came true she still didn't believe me. Which is annoying?
After that I pleaded and cried to get my psychic abilities to leave me as I didn't want any more pain.
Then I knew that someone I loved was going to die from an illness but I didn't know who, Then they did. I feel so much guilt for this I feel as though it's my own fault that their gone.
Then one of the weirdest things happened I was outside helping my parents move wood to the back of the house and I began to smell water, I asked if anyone could smell it because you can sometimes smell it from an oncoming storm,, instead they looked at me weirdly and said no. I think it then rained the next day or something or it may have been from my neighbour's pond. I can smell water from my taps and I was sitting in my room with the door closed and I could smell water. My dad said night so I opened the door and he was holding a glass of water, I know that I knew that he wasn't getting water because I thought that he was still in the living room.
Also I can feel the cold. Whenever my freezer is open and I am in the middle of the kitchen I begin to get extremely cold but no one else around me does. Even when I'm in my living room and the freezer is open in the kitchen I begin to cold and no one else does. But the weirdest thing happened I was sitting in the living room with my dad and my mum came through with a frozen chicken and said something about dinner I began to feel cold as if I was extracting the cold from it. As my mum left I ask my dad if he could feel the cold from it he looked at me strangely and said no. And when I was at the until at my work someone had a slush puppy and I began to get very cold as if I was extracting the cold from it. Also if I just sit for a Minuit and thing about getting my hand for example cold it does it goes really cold, I told my best friend about what I was experiencing about the cold thing and so I thought about getting cold and then I touched his hand and for the rest of the class he said he felt as though there was this dome of coldness on his hand where I had touched him.
And my five senses are better than everyone else's I can smell the coffee from the staff room at my school before anyone else.
And when I was 10. I had this one moment of super speed where I caught a falling glue stick.
Also I have had this thing every now and again where if someone asks me something I have not studied at all. I will sort of just know it like have the answer there.
I have sort of locked everything away now because I began to get scared in case it was all in my head or something.
But if these things are real I just want to know where I belong I feel so confused and scared.
I feel as though I have tiny bits of psychic abilities and I just wish that I could finally just realize what it is I have and how to control it and how to make it stronger instead of getting little doses of everything.
I'm sorry that this is so long but I just really needed to get it off of my chest