For a couple of months now I have been getting this ringing noise in my ear, it switches between bell to a sort of static sound. I was worried that it might be tinnitus but I saw my doctor and she assured me that my ears were fine after looking in them for the 3rd time.
But the weird part I believe in ghosts and spirits, and my step sister died last year. I was just wondering if she could be trying to contact me as I have been telling myself that I was a bad stepsister because I was too shy around her.
I also took a photograph with my phone during the night as I think that there may be a ghost in my room, I looked at it the next morning to see a vague outline of something. I showed it to one of my friends and she said that she could see a ghost too. So maybe it's something to do with that ghost?
I really am confused
I also worry a lot and I place a photo of her on my window sill next to a toy that she bought me, One night I was in my bed and having one of my worrying panic attacks about nothing and suddenly her photo fell off the window sill along with the toy she had bought me. I guessed that she was trying to tell me to stop worrying?
I don't know what to do. Should I try meditating or should I go to a medium?
My parents don't believe in anything to do with psychics so it's weird that I'm such a strong believer of it all.
I fell like if I try to talk to my parents about it they will just think I'm crazy I got yelled at for going to a fortune teller so I don't really know what to expect.
My friend's aunt is a medium so maybe I could set up a reading with her in private if anyone would think that that would help?
Any advice would be great thank you