My name is Muaaz. I live in South Africa and I just want to get feedback and opinions on what has been happening to me.
First of all. I can see ghosts, spirits, demands, I'm an empath, I am very sensitive to energy, I cannot be in a crowded area for extended periods of time, I opened my 3rd eye without knowing, the list goes on.
I see ghost and many weird things on a daily basis. Its not something I tell everyone, especially in this day and age where humanity has become more indoctrinated and gullible than ever before. I just recently started a new job, and I am already seeing the ghost of a little girl. The first time I saw her I thought it was someone's daughter because she doesn't look hurt or anything like that. The reason I thought she was alive is because I went to the bathroom and when I came back I figured she must've came in when I was out. Our building is very secure and only the staff know the code. It was only later in the day when a colleague came over to speak to me that I asked him who's kid was here earlier. He told me there was no kid in the building and that's when I confirmed that she is definitely deceased. I did some digging today and we are the first people to move into this office. She seems to try and get my attention, because she only comes to my desk, and just when I look at her, she pulls the old dead girl stunt and runs off. I would like to get some feedback from you guys about what you think this kid wants? Do you think that from the other side that ghosts and demons can pin point which ones of us can see them? That definitely seems to be the case.
I am also highly sensitive to other peoples energy levels and emotions. For a very long time, before I even thought anything of it. I always remember being afraid of crowds. Maybe not really afraid, but I always knew I hated crowds! Later on when I got older I would remember being depressed now, and a couple of minutes later I feel so happy, then I feel like I'm admitted in hospital for an unknown cause. I slowly started to pick up that I was feeling other peoples emotions, when one day I got home from school and I had a really good, had no reason to feel sad. I got home and I was lying down, I remember feeling so depressed and sad, like I just lost someone close me. I snapped out of that melancholy and asked myself why do I feel like this when I have no reason to be sad. I went downstairs and could see my mum wasn't OK. I spoke to her and she eventually opened up and told me she lost someone very close to her. It was at that moment that I realised I could feel other peoples emotions.
As I mentioned earlier. I cannot be in a crowded place for too long. Before it was fine. But these days it gets to the point where I could pass out if I don't find something to distract myself. As a result, I cannot leave the house without my earphones. Every person I have come into contact with, are blown away by how mature I am for a 22 year old. I don't mean to boast, but I do think I have a much older soul than other 22 year olds. My views and perspectives are not those of an average 22 year old. I have learned to question anything, even if it means the people around you will get upset.
I am also very sensitive to energy. Especially energy attached to sentimental objects. If I touch something and I really concentrate, I can feel a lot of emotion, sometimes I get visions, sometimes I hear voices, sometimes its all these things simultaneously. I can easily gather energy in my hands. I can make the energy harden and expand in the shape of a ball. I would like to know if there are other people out there who can do this? Could I maybe enhance this energy manipulation to some sort of telekinesis? When I was younger I could move the Psi Wheel using Telekinesis, but I've been so distracted with everything else going on that I stopped practising.
I have Astral Projected in the past, it still happens from time to time. I just wanted to ask those people who have done it as well. When you are about to project, do you get a very eerie, or an ominous feeling before you project? Its definitely a feeling of being afraid of something evil. I opened my 3rd eye without knowing. I still have no idea what I did to open it. But it has definitely helped me gain a bit more control over my supposed abilities. Once I opened my 3rd eye I have noticed that I can read people a lot easier. I got this voice in my head that is very vocal and tells me not to do something or that something is going to happen, or answers yes or no questions. This is very new to me so I haven't been listening to it unless I made a decision it encourages. Although last week Friday I had to make a decision, the voice actually gave an answer and I went against it, later that night I regretted not listening to it. So I have mixed feelings about that.
One last thing. I know I have listed so many things in this blog. I get Deja Vu so many times a day its not even funny or cool anymore. Sometimes I get Deja Vu and I can actually recall what is going to happen before it does. Does anyone else get this as well? I am starting to get a bit worried having all these things happen simultaneously. I have a hard time feeling my own emotions, unless I'm reading or have my earphones on. I feel like I am slowly losing my humanity. I have lost people very dear to me and I don't feel anything. If anyone has been having similar experiences, please share and maybe we can help each other control these abilities before they take consume us completely.
Thank You so much reading. Looking forward to getting some feedback.
Hope you all have a great day. Hear from you soon.
If this is still a topic and you want to talk, email me at mweshu (at) gmail (dot) com