Can Someone Tell Me If I Have A Gift?

Ever since I was little I always had strong instincts about if things would happen and I was never wrong. If my mum said we were going to the beach or to the park etc I would know if we would end up going or not. Once when I was ten I held a Halloween party even though everyone said they were coming but I thought deep down no one would come a few hours before the party was due to start everyone canceled.

When I was about 14 I started to get premonitions not visions more like deja vu but with a bit extra added on it was more a feeling or knowing not actually images in my mind. I would be talking to someone and then suddenly (like deja vu) I would think I have had this conversation before but then this or that happened i.e I was talking to my sister and had that feeling we had the conversation before but I thought then she fell off the table she was sitting up on, then about 10 seconds later she would fall off the table and it would freak me out. My eyes would water!

This sort of thing carried on until I was about 16 I wasn't all the time but it happened often enough for me to think its not just coincidences. The last big one I had was when me and my sister were out in the car when she got a phone call from the babysitter that she hadn't left her house keys with them. So we went back and while she drove I typed on my phone that the keys would be thrown up on to the balcony but miss and go onto downstairs balcony to her neighbour who she didn't like! I didn't say anything as when I had in the past it never happened that why I just used my phone so I could show her when she came back to the car. But when we arrived back she went straight to the main door intercom system so I thought she would just go take them to the door so I didn't save the text. She then went to the back of the building where the balconies are and then came back round the front and went to her property. When she came back she said " you never guess what happened I just threw the keys on downstairs balcony and had to knock to get them back" I explained I had known and that I could of proved it to her but she didn't really believe me I could tell. It turned out she had only gone to the intercom to tell the babysitter to go to the balcony as she would throw them up save her walking up the stairs!

After that I really wanted something else to happen so I could have proof and so I turned out the premonitions stopped. I still had my strong instincts but the little peeks into the future never happened again.

When I was about 20 I was at work and asked a colleague if they had gone to the works night out, they said they had gone and sung on the karaoke. Instantly I thought they had sung Crazy by Patsy Kline so I asked them what they had sung and sure enough she said Crazy! About half an hour later it came on the radio and freaked us both out!

I also have always had very strong instincts about peoples character and I'm quite specific I don't even usually have to talk to them just being near them and seeing them is enough for me to know if they are mean spirited, a gossiper, backstabber, loyal person, honest etc and I am not usually wrong. I meet some people and they are the sweetest person but I just have a gut feeling they are mean and then months later it turns out I was right. When I was little I used to ignore my instinct and just go by how the person treated me and I would always end up wishing I had followed my instincts but as a kid it was hard as everyone like having friends. I now follow my instincts or just be very aware that I have had a dodgy instinct about that person.

I also think I can control people to some extent. I know that sounds weird but say for instance I thought someones vibe was nice but I didn't know them but wanted to within a week or so that person would strike up a conversation with me and e wold become friends. Once I used to say hi to one of the other mums from the school for about a year and as soon as I thought what a nice lady we live so close shame we aren't friends, she started talking to me. So I thought if I had her number we could meet up in the school holidays and take the kids out. Well I didn't end up getting her number before the holidays because we had only talked a few times but after

The holidays I was walking up the road she was behind me and I could feel her energy coming out towards me as I crossed the road the feeling got stronger and she then called out to me and said did I want to do something with the kids on the weekend and we swapped numbers and are now friends.

Even silly things like being nosy and coming across someones profile on a social network site who I don't know but thinking they seem cool and then a few days later they add me!

I can feel energy even if the person is displaying something different I can feel peoples intentions towards me if they are good or bad.

My grandmother used to have dreams that used to warn who of things they were cryptic but she learned to decipher them and they always came true.

Has anyone had this before? Am I gifted or do people have these things happen all the time? How would I increase this. Is there a reason that the premonitions stopped? Thanks for reading.