So many things are happening lately. I feel almost like I am losing it, but I see my feelings are not uncommon. I told a story not long ago about something that happened as a child. Well, now I want to mention some other things that are going on.
First of all, I always feel like I am vibrating at times. There also seems to be a humm in my ears all the time. Something that really startled me the other morning upon waking. Actually, I had awakened, and then dozed off. I woke again, my entire body feeling like it was vibrating from head to toe, and I was thinking that is was just a scary dream. When I woke I briefly felt as though I was just about to float above my bed. My whole body felt like it was vibrating, and I felt I would rise. I forced myself to wake.
Then today I was telling my boyfriend how I have been feeling. I told him I hope you don't think I'm crazy. He wanted to play games to see if I could guess his thoughts. I told him I don't want to tell people. I don't want them to play games with me for I'm not sure if I can really do it. He said, just guess the number I'm thinking of. Then I said, "I don't want to, ok... 3!" He said "oh my god you're right". He said "do it again, guess what letter I'm thinking of?" I said, "I told you", then a letter just popped in my head like the number did before. I said "please hon, I don't wanna, L!" He freaked out again. Told me "Oh! Hell you did it again!" Then I said, "I don't want to play anymore".
There has been a flush of things like this happening to me very rapidly. It all started when about a few weeks ago, I felt my dad's and my grandpa's presence. I don't know why, I never did before. Then, I heard a voice in my right ear, could even feel the breath, but, I couldn't understand what it said. I felt it to be my dad who past some time ago.
Is there anyone, or a group in my town I can go to that can share similar things with me or help me get these things in more tune? I live in Austin, Texas. Please any feedback would be appreciated.
Thanks again to all!