In one of my other stories, "Nightmares that come to Life Many Years Later," I had mentioned being attacked by a gray skinned, silver haired man in my dream when I was six. I then mentioned around the end of the story that he had raped me about a year ago. I just wanted to tell about that night, because I feel that something important happened.
It was dark inside of my room, so I opened my blinds to let the moonlight in. I looked at my clock to check the time. I believe it was around 11:00pm, so I got into my bed and covered myself up. It was a school night and if my parents had caught me up at that time of night the would've... Done things that I'm not very happy about. Anyways, the night felt normal.
I was lying in my bed, tossing and turning for some time. It was never easy for me to go to sleep. I let my eyes open and huffed, I hated not being able to sleep on a school night because that messes me up the next day. Looking out of the window at the nearly full moon, I felt a dark presence enter my room. It wasn't a normal dark feeling you'd get from your everyday pissed off dead guy, but more of a feeling that gave you the chills it was so evil. My eyes darted around the room, trying to find the source of the malicious feeling. Then, I heard the man's voice:
"Why do you choose the Light when you're destined for Darkness?"
I nearly jumped out of my bed. The voice came out of nowhere, and it was spoken in a low, husky growl. The question confused me; I had no idea what he was talking about. I didn't answer him, in fear of what he would do if I answered "incorrectly." After a moment he disappeared, along with the malicious feeling. After about ten minutes I was able to calm myself down (for the most part) and let my eyes close again. Maybe I could get some sleep. But right after I had closed my eyes I felt the feeling of him again, even more dark than before.
The feeling in the air was that of a twisted, evil freak. Kind of like the feeling you'd get when you watch a scary movie about some mentally insane clown or something. I could feel my heart beat a bit faster at the presence but I decided to keep my eyes shut, afraid of what I would see. I felt a pressure climb up onto my bed like when someone would climb up on hands and knees, and then I felt him lay on top of me. I was truly scared. Then, as if he was enjoying this, he said:
"Why do you fight me? Here, make love to me. That's what you're here for... My Mate (Wife), give me a Child."
My eyes snapped open at his words. After saying that I could feel him as he... Raped me. It lasted for only about ten minutes, and then, after it was done, he spoke one last time:
"You belong with us, not them."
And then the feeling of him there slowly dissipated. I was frantic for a moment, but then I was able to calm myself down (yet again for the most part). After about an hour I was able to fall asleep.
I knew it was the Silver Haired man because he had the same energy, the same voice, and the same personality, and I also saw him before he disappeared the first time. I don't understand anything that he said to me, however. When I get the chance (that is, when I get to scan it) I'll add a sketch of his face that I drew from memory (I don't think I'll ever be able to get his face out of my mind). What do any of you think about what he said to me?