I really need some help. I know I have been different my whole life. When I was little I had dreams that a 6 year olds usually don't have. I had dreams of dead people and I used to talk to them. I also used to sleepwalk and sleep talk. Still do which is rather strange at my age. Anyway these "powers" or something have been very acting up lately and its scaring me. I love it but it's scary at the same time. So heres what happened a few days ago.
I was doodling on a piece of paper when suddenly everything went black. I didn't close my eyes but everything just went black. And then I saw a storm. A big one. Lightning, falling trees and flooding. It only took a couple of seconds. I wrote it down on the piece of paper I was doodling on. The next night there was a horrible storm in my whole country. And some other parts of Europe. 4 people got killed by falling trees, and water seriously flooded some cities and this never really happens. The guys from the news said that this storm was the worst one for decades. I got really freaked out and happy at the same time. Oh and I also always know who is calling before I look who it is.
The other time I got into an argument with my friend and I got so mad at him. We were playing soccer and I just thought that I wish that he fell and a few seconds later he slipped and fell.
This one is scary. I had a cousin that I had never met. Once I had a dream where I saw a hanged person but I didn't recognized him because he had no face. And the same week I found out that he had hanged himself.
But all of this just seem to happen. I want to learn how to control it. Meditation is hard I don't feel anything. I just can't concentrate. If anyone has any advise please help me. Thank You