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Light And Dark In One Being


Is it possible for a person to harness both Light and Darkness at once?

I've been having trouble with this one for years. For a while, I've had my morals and standards on life, and I strode to abide by them. As long as I am in a good mood, everything around me goes according to plan, and people feel compelled to be around me. However, in times where my anger poses to be a problem, everything just crashes. I can cause a lot of destruction to the general area indirectly, because my thoughts are sometimes carried out by others. But in the times that I actually handle the situation myself, I've been told that I look like a monster. Most people who catch me on a good day will claim to see me as an angel, due to how selfless and kind I am. However, in that same instance, I've had someone get sick after watching me destroy a whole house by myself as a kid. I know that my mind is a constant battlefield, and I see the two entities clashing. And in the physical realm, when I am hurt, the darker side of me takes over to protect myself, making me stronger and faster than I was before. My friends are scared to be around me while I am in my "alter ego" mode, because I literally make the atmosphere dark around me. How do I go about handling this?

Because I am fighting for the Good, but if the power of darkness is also a part of me,

Then can't I find a way to use it for a good cause as well? Right now I feel like Cecil from final fantasy dissidia. He switches back and forth to use different abilities, although his allegiance never wavers. Is that possible for me?

And if so, how?

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Believer2012 (1 stories) (13 posts)
14 years ago (2010-09-23)
What did you say about dying when you were four? Did you come alive again? What happened?
Axel21 (3 stories) (7 posts)
14 years ago (2010-08-13)
I did not mean to use that analogy, it merely was the only one I could think of. I shall try to find better examples to explain what I mean. I am well aware of the line that divides fantasy from the events of the real world. And I'm going to try to get others to see it as well. Thank you for the warning though...
Lyro (468 posts)
14 years ago (2010-08-10)
Axel, if you could, would you E-mail me. I have some things I want to tell you that may help you out. I know how you feel having both good and bad, and I can tell you why, just not on here... "/
Adaryn7 (6 stories) (460 posts)
14 years ago (2010-08-10)

I realise that you used the character from a video game as an example. However, many people have been posting stories and making comments on this website that seem remarkably close to the concepts common in fantasy video games.

Psychic ability is real, but sometimes I worry people are getting a little carried away with themes of spiritual warfare, light and dark, etc. I'm not saying this is you, but please be careful not to confuse fantasy with reality.

Blessed be
create_inspire_me (5 stories) (146 posts)
14 years ago (2010-08-10)
Axel21 I know exactly how your are feeling. I myself have 2 spirit guides a light one, and a dark one. They are complete opposites trust me.
When I'm super happy, the my light spirit guide is the dominate one. When I mad or unhappy, my dark spirit guide is the one who dominates. But while they're taking turns one of them stays in the background to help even out my good and bad.
They both prefer that I stay neutral. When I'm angry I black out, and just like you, everything I do becomes enhanced. My strength, my speed, my intelligence, my durability. But people usually stay away from me and sometimes my animals try to calm me down, and if that fails, then they stay away.
While I'm happy, people tend to be around me and seek me out, and I literally radiate happiness and comfort.

If you want to talk more about our two guardians go on my page and email me.

If a breathe of fresh air to find another person similar to myself.
Axel21 (3 stories) (7 posts)
14 years ago (2010-08-10)
wow... That's very cool and very scary at the same time. But you only have one guardian? I was trying to figure out if the reason I had two was because of holding light and dark, or if its because I'm shadow-kissed. I've always had two guardians since the day I died when I was four.
DreamOfWaking (4 stories) (7 posts)
14 years ago (2010-08-10)
I'm going through the same thing. I am loyal to the light, but the darkness fights FOR me. Devine, my tag-a-long spirit, is "dark", but he informed me that he is fighting with me not against me.

I've almost broken a guy's jaw when he was talking sh*t about my best friend (I'm a average build girl). I physically felt Devine taking over me then. Most of the time I'm very kind and caring, but when he takes over I'm like a monster... It really scares me.
Axel21 (3 stories) (7 posts)
14 years ago (2010-08-10)
Ok. But how do I go about controlling it? I am able to control myself for the most part, but there are times where that power is a sheer overload. I don't know how to release energy without it having a purpose, I can only harvest it. And if I don't get rid of it, I lose some of my control. I'm trying, I merely don't know how...
sagemaster (24 posts)
14 years ago (2010-08-10)
To me you have a lot of power around you it doesn't have a condition to act. It responds to your emotions try practise so that your energy doesn't do anything that you would not approve off.
Lili (111 posts)
14 years ago (2010-08-10)
I think that you are neutral. Naturally, neutral. You aren't good, but you aren't evil either. Something in between. It's just in your nature. If I were you I would try to control yourself when you are angry. You have to practise with your abilities, and control them. Because if you don't start now, then something even more drastic can happen.


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