I am 20 years old, and a junior in college studying Biology. I have been ignoring experiences which seem to be supernatural in nature because I've always been into the sciences, trying to explain things through reason and natural causes. What happened today pushed me to come here seeking help because I am scared and freaking out.
We moved to Rockville in 2007, and this apartment has something in it which can not be explained through the natural laws. I've been awake at night in my room with the Central AC turned on... Strange noises only happen when I'm dozing off and still conscious. The strange noises have become louder and more pronounced and I always feel paranoid and scared. Banging sounds, creaking of something metallic within the vents of my central AC have caused me to freak out several nights. I've always felt scared, that in the back of my mind I knew something was there that I was familiar with, but did not know how.
For some strange reason I woke up one Friday morning at 3 A.M and heard the noise coming from the vent, I felt the presence and decided to "ask" it questions, I asked for signs if someone was there, and received loud disturbing bangs, followed by silence. Asked for more signs to be sure that this was no coincidence, and as the signs started becoming more frequent I became too freaked out and stopped. I've asked "it" to please leave me alone. I've ignored this Thing ever since. A month ago I was standing in the balcony talking on the phone (around 12 am) when I looked over into my bedroom window there was a light flashing on and off at a steady pace... My light was turned off, and there was no one inside that could have made that light, also my blinds and curtains were drawn and I felt extremely uneasy. When I went to see what it was, there was nothing there (I had gotten my brother to come with me because I was scared), when we checked the blinds, they were crooked and misplaced at the bottom, a section of the blinds had been completely turned and crooked. I feel so scared because I don't know how to explain this. I saw what I saw,
I was not hallucinating. After I checked I went back to the balcony to look at my window again and the light was gone. I'm so scared, what was that? I saw it, there is no explanation for it.
I'm feeling very paranoid, I'm scared because I know this thing has not gone away, now at night I always wake up around 3 AM every night! At the same time, feeling irritated as if though someone yanked me from sleeping and there is nobody there, I feel like this thing is toying with me. I feel so scared because I really feel like there is something here that's really bad and should not be there.
For a few weeks I have been trying to get my Provisional driver's license and had an uneasy feeling about it from the start. I have been driving on the streets for three years and felt uneasy because I knew this thing would interfere with my test somehow. So far what has happened is that every time I schedule an appointment it is sabotaged and either I miss the appointment or something bad happens. Today was particularly unsettling, when I woke up this morning I felt that something would interfere with my test today, I just had this uneasy feeling of just "knowing" that something would stop me from passing. We have a 1996 Toyota Camry that has run 151, 000 miles without ever shutting down. We (me and my father) drove this car the day of my driving test, a total of nearly five hours of driving up to the point where my test was about to begin. I felt so scared during my test because the uneasy feeling I felt this morning back came to me, and the car made a strange sound and the engine died, in the middle of my test. This car has been running for weeks. And out of the 5 hours it was running that day the engine "died" during my test which took about 10 minutes out of that day. I do not think this is a coincidence, not about the strange feeling, after my test the car worked like magic and took us all the way home. And when the car died I just knew it, I knew this thing is real because this is such a statistically unlikely thing to happen. Out of 5 hours of driving... It "died" during my 10 minutes of test, out of everyday that car was driven it chose to die the one day where I was positive something would interfere and was feeling paranoid from the start.
I don't know what to do right now, I feel like something is bothering me, especially when I sleep at night, I feel something is there, not good or bad, just THERE. Sometimes I feel it brush up against me, or feel it blowing on my face. There have been several occasions where I wake up from sleeping because something "hit" my face, or touched my hair. I'm completely freaked out, I was raised Muslim, I cannot approach my family with this, they will think I'm crazy and losing my mind. I wake up at night all the time because I feel it hit me or touch my face or brush up against me, occasionally I will be dozing off and get up abruptly feeling shocked because all of a sudden I just know its sitting near my bed, I felt it breathing on me several times, felt its face right there. I've seen it once or twice, but the image vanishes from my memory and by the time I wake up in the morning I can remember nothing about it. I also feel like I know this thing, very familiar with it, feel like it gets in trouble if I find out about it. I'm scared that its been interacting with me and I have no memories of it, because if I know I've seen it, and the memory vanishes from my head, who knows what has happened if I do not remember anything the next day. I feel scared and right now I will probably go look for a psychic or demonologist in Maryland for help, but these people are hard to find and I do not want people to think I'm crazy, Sorry for the wall of text but my story has to be told. Please can someone relate? Or am I just really crazy and losing it, there is nobody else I can turn to, I do not even know what it is that I am dealing with. Although I have a very positive and strong opinion that this thing is real, I felt it in the car and I felt it in the morning when I woke up. My father was SHOCKED when the test lady said the car shut down, just What is going on here, what could be doing this to me at night and today, I feel so scared and paranoid and do not even know who could help me, a demonologist? Psychic? Or psychiatrist?
Please if anyone can relate or help me with this or has gone through it, or knows what I am dealing with, please help me. If you know a good psychic or demonologist who could keep my identity anonymous that you could recommend, that would also be great.