I have been having some very vivid, tormenting dreams. I have been dreaming about spirits visiting me for almost 3 years now but the last few have made me bolt awake and then leave a light burning the rest of the night. I dreamed I was in my best friends house. She was sitting on the sofa, eyes forward not moving as if very afraid. Her parents were at the dining table eyes on the table also afraid and unsure of what to do and I was on the sofa next to a little blonde boy rugged up in blankets. He was possessed. He turned his head to me with a smile on his face and in a voice not his own, that of two or three people, asked me if I had a question for him. I said no. He asked if he could ask me a question, I said no. He leaned over to me and I bolted awake and it was 3 am. I don't know if that is significant but thought I'd add it just in case any one can shed some light.
This morning I had a dream I was in my bed in my apartment and I felt someone climbing onto my bed. All of a sudden I was being suffocated by something invisible. I couldn't yell for help. I woke up after both dreams feeling as if someone was right by my bed.
These are not the only dreams I have had. What the heck is going on?
I'm not afraid of being communicated with by spirits as long as I know that this is what is actually happening. I have been having these dreams ever since I lost a pregnancy. I have no inner fears that eat away at me, I am very open with what is going on in my heart so there is nothing suppressed or held inside, so this is not a case of inner demons and ghosts.
Anything anyone can do to help I would appreciate.