I'm hoping that you can give me some explanation about my situation. Let me start by saying that I receive pictures in my head of people and situations. I also get names and messages. I sometimes see people and then they fade.
My situation is that I sometimes see a faded and blurry woman that's emanating from my body. I can be walking and I would look back and see the faded image coming from my body. She has light skin, long black wavy hair past her shoulders.
She is wearing a long sleeved white shirt with ruffled cuffs and a long light colored skirt. I see her sometimes. I have also been feeling like I'm battling for my body or soul. Like if I'm fighting for space almost. I'm new to this. I can't really explain or really understand what it is I have.
I am very attracted to tarot cards. I see tarot cards and feel like they are pulling me toward them. I can pass by or enter a store that sells crystal, incense etc... And sometimes I feel faint. I lose my breath and feel intense weight. All things that I have no clue what they mean.
An example of that is I was in a flea market and passed by a palm reader or tarot reader place. As soon as I got right in front of it I felt an intense weight. I was really weak in walking. I was actually stumbling and was very drawn out. I looked in the place and it was really dark. I didn't see the actually person doing the ready but I seen 1 guy in there staring at me.
But I felt that there were more than 1 person in there. I felt as though there were at least 5 and I felt as if they were staring at me.
I would appreciate any advice you may have for me.