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I've been having this indescribable feeling that I have had before a numerous amount of times, now and then. And yesterday I felt it again, actually I feel it now to.

Ever since I was a little girl I new I was "different", meant for something. I still don't quite know what that something is. But I know it's out there. This feeling is so strange, I feel like I'm not supposed to be here, I don't belong here.

I feel like I want to go home, even though I'm already home. Yesterday I felt so strange I wanted to go "Home" so much it almost drove me to tears. I just somehow know this has something to do with my gifts. And that there is someplace that I need to be, but I don't know where that it is.

I feel distant, like I am in the wrong place. Kind of like something inside of me is dying. And if I don't find this place where, I need to be something inside me is going to die.

Before I graduated from high school I felt this feeling, although at different times, even years in between. I have no understanding of what this means, that's why I came here. I figured what better place to talk about the wacky and unknown than here. Sometimes it's like I'm being reminded to remember something, something I can't put into words.

Ever since I started having these "feelings" I can't help to think about a weird memory I had from when I was a child. I can't help to wonder if these two things are connected.

When I was about five years old I got this "flash", of a memory I had forgotten (here's the wacky part lol).

I remember something from before I was born. Before I was born into the real world. I remember being somewhere in the universe/space with others. And I remember that we were waiting for our turn to be born.

It was like a person's soul was waiting to be born into a body. And I remember thinking when I was waiting, now it's my turn. It sounds pretty weird I know.

But when I was about five years old I had a flash of this memory like someone wanted me to remember this. And I can't help but think that this feeling of wanting to go "home" is connected to this memory.

I am just hoping that someone can help me with this, because I don't understand a thing. Sometimes it would be so much easier to understand everything if I had someone to teach me around the ropes. 'Cause sometimes I feel like no one will ever understand me, not even myself.

- Denise

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Stenisen (1 stories) (5 posts)
9 years ago (2014-06-15)
Hi, okay this was four years ago and I don't really know how I found it but I did and for that I'm happy. I'm crying, brcause I thought I was going crazy and then I find that someone else feels just like me. I've had the feeling that I want to go home my whole life, and the past two years it's been getting stronger. Sometimes I can't focus on anything because the feeling is so strong. I'm just really happy that someone else feels this way too and that I'm not going crrazy.
deniseelisabeth (guest)
13 years ago (2010-08-24)

Hi I'm good how are you? 😁
Thank you for your input. I've been talking/asking my guides for help and I have to say I gotten some strange answers back, but they have definitely helped. And somehow I know that I someday will find what I'm looking for, and the moment I do that everything that I have experienced will fall into place.
You've helped a lot thank you ❤

Adaryn7 (6 stories) (460 posts)
13 years ago (2010-08-24)
Hi Denise, how are you? So glad to read another story!

I've read a couple of stories like this about people who describe feeling "out of place" or as though they aren't human, or as though they've come from someone else.

I think many of us felt like this as children (or still feel this way from time to time). I wonder if those of us sensitive to the spiritual world know and feel that the physical world is an illusion, and that this creates a sense of detachment from it?

As for feeling as though you have a purpose, that is right, everybody has a purpose. And, having spoken to you before, I think that you may have a great future ahead of you.

I used to feel anxious about what it was I was meant to do in this life. The advice I was given was to go along with the things you like, and that interest you, or mean something to you. These will lead you to what it is you are meant to do. You may not know the answer overnight, but bit by bit, your purpose will be revealed. Talk to your Guides about it.

Hope this helps, blessed be
deniseelisabeth (guest)
13 years ago (2010-08-24)

Thank you I will definitely look this up.

Blessings ❤

deniseelisabeth (guest)
13 years ago (2010-08-24)

Hey, yes I feel the same way about that like you, it's like I'm waiting to be wherever I'm supposed to be. I also recieve signs and messages. Which just keeps me wondering about this "Home" place.

Blessed be ❤

deniseelisabeth (guest)
13 years ago (2010-08-24)

Hi tnx, I finally know I'm not the only one feeling like this.
You put it into words, I've looked up and searched a lot of things, I always end up finding indigo children and crystal children. I don't know if that has anything to do with what we are experiencing though

Blessings ❤

deniseelisabeth (guest)
13 years ago (2010-08-24)

Hi tnx for your comment, but this is nothing like depression. I know depression, this is nothing like it. This has something to do about my gifts. I have had this kind of feeling since I was five or six during various periods of time. I'm 19 now and this feeling I have is like I'm being reminded to look for that something (home) I'm looking for. I can't really describe it.
Tnx for your input though

owl77 (3 posts)
13 years ago (2010-08-24)
Could your longing for "home" be remembering how it is on the otherside? I too have always felt different, like I know this is temporary until I return to a better place where I was initially created.I'm not sure if you believe this the way I do or not, but I receive so many signs and messages from angels and my deceased loved ones, that I know someday I will be where they are.
Stark (2 stories) (52 posts)
13 years ago (2010-08-24)
[at] Moyalubov

I went to that site and I fit most of the criteria. Is it possible that I am a star seed? I still don't know weather I should work under the light or darkness. I don't know, I think I would like to stay neutral for now and try to master both light and dark.
Moyalubov (1 stories) (1 posts)
13 years ago (2010-08-23)
You should do some searching on 'Star Seeds'.


This website kind of explains a couple things about what a Star Seed may be going through. I hope this helps a little!
natural_day_dreamer (3 stories) (49 posts)
13 years ago (2010-08-23)
I know exactly where your coming from, and I don't think it's any sort of depression. I've had the same type of on and off longings for 'home' for a while now, and sometimes it does get so bad that I do sit down and cry. Like being here is just off and you feel out of place and you want to go home, and yet, we can't describe where or what this home is, only that we need to be there. I'm not really sure what it is, I've looked into many things, and they all just don't seem like what it is. Though it's very hard to explain. So, I know exactly where you're coming from. You're not the only one longing for 'home' where ever it may be. ❤

You can email me anytime, my email is on my profile =)
lindajean (5 stories) (109 posts)
13 years ago (2010-08-23)
I remembered the day I was "born" (read my story "My first Memory, Insight" That feeling of wanting to go home sounds like "depression" I don't want to diagnose, and please forgive me if I'm off track, but anytime someone feels as if they don't belong here anymore they are thinking of doing something like commiting suicide. I went through periods of my life where I felt the same as you do right now. Sometimes I wonder how I got through it. Trust me, you will get through it. I don't know how old you are. My first rough patch was when I was 15 or 16, and lasted until I was 23. If you need someone to email, feel free to email me, my address is on my profile ❤

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