When I was about 16 or 17, I had the strangest experience with a blue lady spirit. I remember that I was asleep in my bedroom next to a window around 2 or 3 am. The room all of a sudden started to get cool and I woke up but I could not move my body in any direction. I was stuck staring face to face at the beautiful blue Lady spirit. She was almost transparent with a Carolina Panther blue for her outline. She reached out and touched my lips, and I screamed as I fell out the bed and downstairs in my living room. I really wish I had a clue of whatever she was. Other than that experience I do not see spirits frequently. I wish I did tho, I think it would help me heal people a whole lot better.
Lately I have been having dreams where I hear this vibrating noise kind of like a high pitched sound wave. And then I start to hear voices like voices of my parents, friends conversations. The whole time I am completely aware of my body though I cannot move it unless I consciously try to wake up. I do not know if the conversations are going on in that NOW or if they are the future or just in the dream. I do not really remember what is being said. Usually if I feel anxious in this state I will call my Guardian Angel to help or surround my self in light... Maybe I should try to leave my body or something.
I have also been trying lately to get in contact with my spirit guide. I know for a fact they are there. I know that somethings in my life have their influence in manifesting. I just wish I could at least see them at will or hear them. I do not hear or see much I just get these impulses to do things, like a inner knowing or something. That is really cool and all but I would LOVE to hear or see them better. Guess I need to keep practicing. If anyone had any suggestions I'd appreciate it!
Does anyone use the Cabala Tree of Life Meditations on the Spheres of Your Inner Conciseness to solve problems or go on adventures? Some interesting things have come forth from my meditations. I do not really know what I am doing. Everyone who offers Path working charges a expensive fee. Any suggestion?