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My Story, Future Visions, Supernatural, Feelings

 

My name is Tonya Mae and I'm 15, I think I'm a medium but I don't have anyone to talk to (hence me using this site), so here it goes; here's my story:

When I was around 5 or 6 I used to have reoccurring dreams, most about this little boy whom I called my brother. A few weeks before my 7th birthday the dreams stopped, a few days before my 7th birthday my mom told me she was pregnant... Guess the gender! A little boy! Ever since my brother was born I've had dreams/visions of the future that come true.

When I was really young my Nan got cancer, me and my mom would Drive 3 hours out to the hospital and back almost everyday... When I turned 9 she died. On our way home I saw a white light in the corner of my eye and when I looked it was her! Ever since that day I've been able to sense the supernatural and a few times a year I can actually see spirits and random masses,

Also I can feel the feeling of people around me. It gets very overwhelming and I can't figure out which feeling are mine most of the time.

Finally more recently I have tried methods of dealing that weren't so smart; ie. Drinking alcohol, smoking weed, smoking, and pill popping. But things have gotten to a bad extreme... I feel as thou demons and spirits are trying to posses me, they make me feel, think, and see as they do... Sometimes it feels natural but other times it feels like I'm fighting to be me

Today I was searching for cleansing methods and I tried meditation, at first it felt like it was working but then I started seeing flashes of masses in my mind and I started shaking and I couldn't open my eyes for what felt like 10 minutes... Finally when I did I almost had a panic attack (also happening a lot lately) and I late noticed that the wick on my candle got totally messed up and looked like a big ball.

Does this make sense to any of you or am I completely insane? thank you so much for your time, and your comments are greatly appreciated!

-Tonya

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Hope4321 (1 stories) (14 posts)
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10 years ago (2010-10-07)
I know exactly how you feel. I feel peoples emotions all the time and get confused as to if I am really feeling that way myself. Today I saw a girl sitting on her own and I suddenly felt really sad and lonely and it didn't go away until I left the room. But drugs and achohol isn't the key. I think you have a special gift and you should treasure it for good. 😊
GoldenGate (12 posts)
 
10 years ago (2010-09-07)
Take care of your body. Do not mess around with drugs (psychedelics, psychotropics, stimulant, tranquilizer, etc.) which can change your bio chemistry balance in your body. When this happen you might get emotional fluctuation beyond your control and could not cope or response correctly to easy daily little thing. The things which you find easy to do previously might be come a hard thing to do for you. Instead of enlightening anyone around you you might end up to be the one who might be taken care of.
😊 ❤
Http://indigo-crystal-starseed.blogspot.com/2009/09/genuine-expression.html
Iunderstand (3 stories) (153 posts)
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10 years ago (2010-09-07)
To dig22- Thankyou for your apology, I respect it. I am the oldest of 5 kids. I have 2 little brothers and 2 little sisters. Stories like this one always stir my emotions a bit.
dig22 (8 posts)
 
10 years ago (2010-09-07)
To Iunderstand
My apologizes,
Being safe was what I meant.

To Tonyardo
I think the advice given here by these people is great advice.:)
lindajean (5 stories) (109 posts)
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10 years ago (2010-09-05)
intotheblack;
Thank you for the information, it makes perfect sense 😊
Iunderstand (3 stories) (153 posts)
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10 years ago (2010-09-05)
To intotheblack- Yea the full story is really long but those are the main points. I have tried so hard to get through to them both but it is to no avail. Its really sad.

To tonyardo- You have been given great advice from people with personal experience. Though we all often disagree on many things, everyone here has pretty much told you the same thing. Like I said earlier, workout, eat healthy, read, meditate, and learn to control your emotions. However the best advice I can give is to pray to Christ. He has saved me many times. Thanks to modern Christianity, whenever I try and tell people about Christ they just blow me off which is a real shame. Anyway, I hope you will make the right decision.
Tonyardo (1 stories) (8 posts)
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10 years ago (2010-09-05)
Adaryn7 thank you so muchh! And by random masses I mean like shadows. And I will definatly take your advice!:)
Adaryn7 (6 stories) (460 posts)
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10 years ago (2010-09-05)
Hi Tonyardo

Thank you for being honest when sharing this story.

1) I think it's amazing that you met your brother before he was born! What an incredible experience! I hope your relationship with his is still as strong-does he remember anything? I'm sorry if he does not.

2) I'm sorry to hear about your Nan, God rest her soul. If you can see spirits of those who have passed, then you are a medium. What do you mean by "random masses"?

3) If you feel the emotions of others as your own, then you are empathic. Many empaths struggle with this aspect of their natures-this is why you need to shield, work on your chakras, and practice meditation. Any psychic will tell you the same thing I have.

4) You know that experimenting with psychotropics is dumb, you've admitted that. Good. However, now that you have messed around with your body's physical chemistry, your energetic balance has also been affected. You have become open to negative influences, and the havoc you have wracked upon your body has left you rather defenseless. Please, please, PLEASE give up psychotropics and stimulants (like caffeine), exercise, eat healthily and get enough sleep (like Iunderstand suggested) to allow your body to recuperate and rebuild its natural defenses. They may be trying to possess you because you are no longer the master of your body at times when you are under the influence of psychotropics--they might see your body as there for the taking--please try not to be alarmed, and listen to the constructive advise that others here have given you.

Iunderstand, while we have our differences;) is right about something else: like attracts like. I experienced myself drawing negative energies to me when I went through depression. I know what it's like to have negativity haunt you, and it's hard to beat--but it CAN be beaten, so don't give up on yourself, even on a bad day;)

5) Make sure you shield before meditating, as meditating unguarded can also leave you wide open. I'm glad you're open to the idea that you may need to "cleanse" yourself and restore you body's energetic balance.

I think you have a lot going for you, so I wish you all the very best Tonyardo, and may we hear more positive things from you in the future.

[at] lindajean: sorry, I have to agree with IntoTheBlack on this one; babies born to smokers are more likely to become addicts than those born to non-smokers, and babies born to drug addicts can sometimes have withdrawal symptoms. Young people are less likely to become addicted? I think not. Most addictions begin when one is young-it's all fun and games at first, but then it all too often becomes a way of life before they learn the lie of the chemical high.

[at] IntoTheBlack: the only point of yours I disagree with is the "18" age mark. Though society considers an 18 year old an adult, (in Australia, anyway) this does not mean a lot. Many neuroscientists agree that the brain does not really begin maturing until around the age of 25.

Thanks all for sharing.

Blessed be
Adaryn7
Tonyardo (1 stories) (8 posts)
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10 years ago (2010-09-05)
I apreciate everyonee input but can you try to not focus only on the methods I used to deal at the time, the perpose of me writing this wasn't to be lectured but more to get tips on my experiences and to learn ways to inhance my abilities and maybe figure out what catagory I would fit under! (: thanks.
IntoTheBlack (66 posts)
 
10 years ago (2010-09-05)
[at] Iunderstand,

It's the second time you mention her...
Which begs the question... Isn't that pothead girl's situation an easy one to fix?

Landing the "boyfriend" in jail one more time should be enough. That's what I would do if it were up to me. When she has nothing to eat, she would go back to her parents or the county homeless shelter.

Should she find another man to live with, the guy can be reported, since it won't be anyone that deserves to be protected from life's realities

I'm sure though, that there's more to this story than what I know from reading it here, so you are in a better position of making the right choice when it comes to dealing with them
Iunderstand (3 stories) (153 posts)
 
10 years ago (2010-09-05)
To dig22- "drink water when pill popping" is the best advice you could come up with?... Normaly I always try to be cool and not take offence but your comment is appalling and extremely inappropriate. She is 15!

To tonyardo- PLEASE stay away from drugs and alcohol. The types of people who abuse these things are often very unproductive and useless people. They will drag you down into their hole. You are so young. Your life has just begun. Don't throw it away so soon. I know I'm a total stranger but understand that I do care greatly. Please save yourself from decades of sorrow and stay away from these worthless things and people. I have a 15 year old sister and I will seriously hurtin someone who gets her involved with drugs, alcohol, and boys. Focus on school, on family, and on making good friends.

Surround yourself with true trustworthy people who remind you of your dreams and hopes. Stay away from people who remind you of negative things. Often times people become friends because they relate to each others negativity. Stay away from relationships like this.

I know a girl who ran away from home to be with her boyfriend who she "loved". I told her she was making a huge mistake and that she should go home and make amends with her mom. She ignored me like I new she would. She lives in a basement with her pothead jobless boyfriend were fleas swarm you after only being in the room for 2 minutes Her boyfriend is my cousin whom iv grown up with my entire life. I have watched for years now as he is in and out of jail and his life has gone down the drain. The girl is a pothead now to and is also often so drunk and high she can't even walk strait. Is that the life you want? Are those the friends you'd like to have?

I always talk about Christ and people often criticize me. People say mean things to me when try to help. I have seen the disgusting side of humanity. I'm not even going to begin to explain some of the things iv seen and have been through because its so bad and you are simply too young to hear it. I know the saving power of Christ. I wish you would turn to Him instead of drugs or alcohol.

Please listen to me. I want nothing from you except to know you will stay away from these things. If you want to hear some of my horror stories I'll email them to you. I also have stories of great encouragement from people who have taken my advice and have followed it. Know this, there is so much more to life than shallow physical pleasure. Rountree11b [at] Gmail.com

I really hope to hear from you soon. Please be safe.:)
IntoTheBlack (66 posts)
 
10 years ago (2010-09-05)
In fact, that's the reason for why the legal age for smoking is what it is.

First time smokers who are 18 and over are less likely to continue the habit past the one cigarette they are trying, versus someone who starts at a younger age.
IntoTheBlack (66 posts)
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10 years ago (2010-09-05)
Lindajean,

I'm afraid it's the other way around. People whose brains are still forming have to be careful to avoid the addictive and mind altering substances, otherwise those will haunt them for the rest of their lives, since the brain had tuned itself to the chemical.

Older people on the other hand are less succeptible to new drugs, because their brains have matured, and are less likely to change.

It's like comparing a raw clay pot with one that's been fired on an oven
dig22 (8 posts)
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10 years ago (2010-09-05)
Hi Tonya,
Keep your mind strong, be yourself. And enjoy life!
(don't forget to drink water now and again when pill popping)
:)
Iunderstand (3 stories) (153 posts)
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10 years ago (2010-09-04)
Workout
Eat healthy
Read a lot
Meditate
Control your emotions

Strengthen each part of your being. The body, spirit, and soul.
Tonyardo (1 stories) (8 posts)
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10 years ago (2010-09-04)
Thanks for your comments everyone and I will take your suggestions into account! I was wondering if any of you know how I could make my abbilities stronger? And also would you consider me a medium or just a normal person who is slightly more intune with my senses or what? Thank you all, you have help me alot!:$
lindajean (5 stories) (109 posts)
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10 years ago (2010-09-04)
Tonyardo;
Most people experiment with some sort of drugs at some point in there life. If you do it when your young your less likely to be addicted when your older. (my opinion) 😊
Because you are searching for cleansing methods, I would say you are on the right track!
It's your journey! We always seem to find our way out of the dark, and into the light.
Always trust your gut feeling. If you think you need help, seek it out ❤
Iunderstand (3 stories) (153 posts)
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10 years ago (2010-09-04)
The first thing id like to say is that I have a lot of personal experience with drinking and smoking weed. These things will really mess you up if you abuse them. You are very young, your hormones have not balanced out yet. Its extra dangerous for you to do those things. Drugs and alcohol mess with the chemicals in your brain and will distort your brain's natural chemical process.

Demons like to weaken people. They have had 1000s of years of practice and are very patient. Demons are organized and always work in groups. There's not much you can do in your own power. How can any human combat even just 1 demon who has lived for over 10, 000 years. It would take over 100 lifetimes before we could last even a second against a demon.

You need backup. There is One who is older than the demons. He has been with God since before the beginning. He is the Word of God. I call Him Christ and He hasn't corrected me yet so that's the name I use.

Through Christ all creation was brought into being. God loves His creation and has given all authority to Christ. The demons seek to destroy what God has made but Christ is our advocate. If you call out to Christ He will save you. He will place an army of angels around you who's number even the angels themselves marvel at.

If you want to know some of the crazier things that have happened in my life concerning demons feel free to read my story "demons and visions".

Please stay away from drugs and alcohol. I know how bad it can get though. Normal life is stressful enough without waking up suddenly freezing cold and wet with sweat because you had crazy dreams. Then there's those times when I wake up and can't move or speak terrified because I dreamed of sick evil creatures doin realty messed up stuff. Like you, I know what true terror is. Nowadays I laugh when people try to cause me to fear lol.

Please don't be afraid to ask anything. You are not alone, don't ever let anyone or anything try and convince you that you are because you are not. I will pray for you. I know my prayers are heard.:)
Rashidah (guest)
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10 years ago (2010-09-04)
Thank you for sharing your experience.

Please know that this site has excellent people you can talk to ❤ when dealing with psychic the abilities.
lindajean (5 stories) (109 posts)
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10 years ago (2010-09-04)
All the experiences you had are elightening.
You are more intune with yourself and possibly more advanced spiritually.
Life is a learning experience. These experiences can enhance your life tremendously, and give you a sence of peace.
Just a suggestion; Try to learn as much as can about "spirituality"
Don't get caught up on "powers" or "controlling" The experiences you had are little glimps of what is right in front of us! It's all around us, but we cannot see it with all the negative thought we have.
Meditating helps us clear our minds so we can start to see through the mist and possibly comunicate with our "spirit guides" ❤

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