I'm not really sure where to begin when it comes to my psychic experiences. I never thought twice about what was happening to me until I was about 14 years old. That is when I remembered having experiences when I was younger that I never really thought about.
When I was younger, the site of a dead animal would terrify me. As it would for any young child. I can remember being a child and wandering in my back yard through the woods. I was about 5 or 6. All of a sudden I got this strange feeling. I thought I was going to see a dead animal. I was expecting it. But at the same time I didn't trust my instincts so I kept walking. Then after walking for another couple of minutes I spotted one right before my feet.
I still get weird feelings like that. It's a very strong instinct. Sometimes I get dreams also.
I'll have a dream of kissing someone and then a few weeks later I'll be kissing someone similar to the person in the dream. Whether they be similar in the way they look or their personalities. I NEVER have been with someone, kissed someone, or had any kind of affection with someone without having a dream about it first. Every time I get a dream, I expect something to happen in the near future.
Another thing is, my father told me when he was still married to my mother he used to get these horrible feelings whenever he passed the lawyers office. My mom went to that same lawyers office years later to file the divorce against him. He told me his mother, my grandmother used to be "psychic". I never told my father about anything I experienced. Barely anyone knows. I know how it sounds when you tell someone you think you're psychic. They begin to think you're insane which leads to thinking I am insane.
I have a really good intuition when it comes to other peoples feelings. I always know how someone is feeling. I can guess what people are going to do and even say sometimes. I'm pretty sure because of that, I can manipulate and persuade people really easily. I don't know if that's psychic.
I went to a palm reader three years ago. She told me that the birthmark in the palm of my hand meant that I had a good intuition. Furthermore, that I had dreams that came true or strong feelings that were correct. Those were her exact words.
Sometimes I'll even think something and it comes true that day. Or I'll think of something I haven't seen in awhile and I'll see it. Usually that day or the next day.
Another thing that has been really making me believe I might have some kind of psychic ability... Would be seeing shadows. It's been kind of recent. I'll see them at night, and now in the day too. Anywhere. I thought it was all in my head until I saw two in one night at a cemetery. Only one out of all of the shadows I've seen, did I see in more detail than the others. He was bent over in front of a front wheel of a van. The van was at a stop light in front of a busy intersection. When the cars from the other direction passed the van, the man vanished.
Overall, I'm really confused on what's happening to me. I feel like I didn't even portray my experiences and my feelings as intense as it usually is. I really hope someone can help me or clarify things for me.