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Am I psychic or just insane?

Okay this is what has happened do far. I am 14 and it recently started happening but it might have happened at the ages of 4-8.

-I see sparks

-I see lights that appear out of no where

-I feel hot or cold in a certain spot while the rest of my body is normal

-I have heard voices in my head that aren't mine

- I saw a ghost girl once but just her head. It was tilted curiously, she was looking at me, but I only saw her for a second.

-my family has had many problems with ghosts when I was younger but I have never seen one except for once

-when I close my eyes I will see faces of monsters, even if I'm thinking of something completely different

- I have felt someone touch me or pull my hair

-when I'm alone, or when everyone is asleep, I'll hear banging on my walls or things in my room will drop or move

-I've heard a dog snoring in my mothers room when my dog was right next to me awake

-I've had a mirror hiss at me (I was looking at my aura through the mirror and my face kept changing so I said "why are you trying to scare me you know it won't work" and it hissed at me)

-my dog sometimes looks at me, looks over my shoulder, and back at me scared

-when I take pictures sometimes there will be a golden light the size of a cell phone attached to me in a random spot

-ever since I can remember I dream of the future

-my imaginary friend was a highschool boy named Zaebos and I called him Zeebo

-I would claim bad/mean people would hurt or touch me when I was little but no one saw them

-most of my childhood is blocked out

-I remember once I took a step down the stairs and my brother was to my right an my dog (lab) was to my left and I was shoved  down the stairs but my brother truthfully said he didn't do it

-my friend is scared to come to my room or upstairs (she says she feels like there's someone or something there even before I told her I think I'm haunted)

Okay there is much much more that probably happened but this is just a quick list. Has this ever happened to you? If so what does it mean or what can you tell me? Am I really psychic or am I mentally insane? Any responses would be great! Thanks for reading.:)

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GrinningWolf (1 stories) (3 posts)
 
7 years ago (2013-03-03)
Cattydee If a spirit means you harm you can use your own energy to get it off you. I had one haunt me really badly once, my recomendation is the next time it bothers you look in its direction, and tell it "stop that right now" if it doesn't get the hint, find some objects of power (these being an item that makes you feel safe and strong) These will empower you, then corner it with them so that it can't escape and scare it off. Keep your dog nearby, it's able to see them too and will probably help you tell it off (I've done this with tree negitive entidies.)
Rosetta1 (1 stories) (76 posts)
 
8 years ago (2012-11-13)
I can't say this is 100%, but you can try wearing something that makes you comfortable or try to remain clam when you feel a scratch or a burn. I used to get scratched A LOT before I started meditating and praying for the sratches to stop. And the reason they would need to protect you could be anything. Faeries are naturally unpredictable and always have their own agenda.
Cattydee (12 stories) (161 posts)
+1
8 years ago (2012-10-25)
Really unnessisary comment here but anyone ever had ghosts? I'm sure I do and right now it keep f*cking scratching me ad it burns but its not a bad scratch just lightly scratch and it fades away quickly and it's very very annoying and I'm convinced that a ghost is doing this and it's not my imagination plus I took some pics to show I ain't crazy. So anyone know how to get it to stop?
Cattydee (12 stories) (161 posts)
-1
8 years ago (2012-09-09)
why would I need protecting? Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm?
Rosetta (1 stories) (52 posts)
 
8 years ago (2012-08-23)
The only reason faeries would be near you is because your a giant ball of living energy on two legs, you're entertaining in some way, or they're trying to secretly protect you from something.Usually.
mazab84 (2 stories) (71 posts)
 
8 years ago (2012-08-22)
When I was at school I never had major issues because I kept REALLY busy. It seems to be when you slow down mentally & physically you allow room for things to come in & take over.That's why people experience so much at night. Its not that it isn't there during the day we're just not paying the same amount of attention. One word is FOCUS. I can't promise that its not going to affect you but its the point where you say I am not going to let this control me now is not the time for me to be bothered.I'm in school so that has got to be my focus. How you perceive your abilities changes when you take back control under your own initiative. It is something that's only going to better you. You start to look at the pros rather than the cons. Who would you be without them? I think i'm a much better person with mine & would probably be lost if I woke up one day & they were gone.

I'm so glad you finally got where I was going with my experience 😆 Its qute hard to explain something that's so visual & beyond any point of reference. And ofcourse try to keep peoples names private so they are anoynomous. I wish you well & f there's anything else ask & keep us updated with your progress. I do know the pressures of bottling up a lot inside. It can be too much. Try not to feed into fear. There will be a lot of teenagers on here experiencing the same dilemmas as you with your scooling. That in itself can be comforting knowing your not alone. I woul have loved access to this site years back 😊
Cattydee (12 stories) (161 posts)
 
8 years ago (2012-08-22)
Mazab, thank you for sharing your story. At first I was confused about you seeing the boy but now I understand. Also I've learned to accept what I am and what's happening but every time I try to study into this, such as seeing lights or seeing flashes of things, I get extremely paranoid that there is something following me and every noise means there's a ghost or something. It's really annoying actually. Right now I'm at an okay stage where I am still afraid but I act normal and not scared, I hope to stay this way too.

Your story helepd me a little. Because you also see things when other people don't and you kept quiet about it and so I you know how it feels to be different. And to keep things quiet until the right moment. Also did you have a problem with this in school? School is starting up next week and I'm afraid things might get worse in school and that's a bad thing because if I freak out there's tons of people around to see me and I dot want that to happen, do you have any thoughts on this?
mazab84 (2 stories) (71 posts)
+1
8 years ago (2012-08-21)
First step is to accept & learn to embrace your abilities as they stand today. That will open you up to understanding & perhaps relieve some of the depression your experiencing. Its never straight forward as in some cases (like mine) being gifted goes against everything you were lead to believe growing up. For me it all fell into place. Being who I am now feels right. It makes sense so to speak. As i've asked myself after every unusual occurance, did that really happen? Am I insane? Why me? What will others say? How will they react? & the self doubt continues.I've been at the point your at I can relate. My abilities were at the stage of yours also. All I can say is if you educate yourself & go with what feels right for you then you'll come along quickly. I read a lot & watch alot. Some things are easy for me to identify with. Other things are so out of my grasp I just respect that we all have different purposes & therefore experience different things & have different strengths. You have a perfect example right here on your stream, of comments. Rosetta speaks of fairies & even goes into detail about different "races" "species"sorry,I struggle to find the right adjective. I have no knowledge of this personal or otherwise but I respect that Rosetta has different points of view/beliefs/experiences to me. Just as i'm sure some of my points mean little to her. Theres no right or wrong just different people on their own journey. I love hearing other peoples experiences but also keep to what I can relate to.

Just last week I was in the car with my friend returning home with our young daughters from their dance recital. We stopped off to get some fuel. No sooner had I returned to the car & set back off that I looked over at my friend & saw a partial apparition of a young male in his teens who looked an awful lot like her. I looked away & back again. Checked to see if I was seeing this for real (more self doubt) & knew it wasn't her reflection. The apparition faded. I never mentioned it as my friend is a very timid person & can't bring herself to think of spirit or anything remotely scary as shes many phobias. She can't watch scary movies or anything. So I had to suck it up & be strong. It troubled me at home as I knew I couldn't say it to her as she'd probably have crashed the car! All the same there was a purpose. I spoke to her mother 2days later. I began by saying, please don't think i'm crazy but... Then explained what happened. She went a little pale as I explained. She told me she had a baby boy 3years after my friend & he passed after 4hours.He'd now be 18. What was also mentioned was when my friend went to see a medium after the death of her older sister last year (another reason she doesn't like to talk about death or the afterlife) her younger brother came through to say he is always with her right by her side. This blew me away on a few levels.1,I wasn't labelled crazy 2,I felt validated by what I seen 3,I shared what I seen with the 1 person that probably needed to hear it... My friends mum! 4,Theres no such thing as a coincidence & his message to the medium saying hes always by her side then being there when I saw him is quite powerful on a personal level.

I don't know if you'll appreciate me sharing that or not but the reason I did is because if someone had told me i'd have dealt with that whole situation from start to finish the way I did i'd have called them insane. I just never thought i'd have been equipped to. In reality I had to face it with no fear or doubt (In the words of Chip Coffey) and as a result done what I was meant to. Pass a message on to his lovely mother that he lives on & looks out over them still. It was really humbling & I never felt scared. If I can get to grips with it so can you. My teenage years were plagued by anxiety&depression.I was the lonely girl in the middle of a group. Operating on a different frequency from most. I see no shame in it now. Not after I seen the beauty in a message my gift enabled me to deliver.

I hope my words help a little. Feel free to give opinions or suggestions to what i've shared as its always welcome
Love & Light
Cattydee (12 stories) (161 posts)
 
8 years ago (2012-08-21)
Awww but I'm scared of seeing them fully! What If they're mean or dangerous or or or just blah! I'm curious of what they are and what they want but I'm more scared than curious >.< and I don't think any disasters have happened sinc rice seen ten hut who knows. Also I have depression and so I'm guessing that's bad huh? Oh and do you know why the fairies might want from me? Or why they surround me?
Rosetta (1 stories) (52 posts)
 
8 years ago (2012-08-21)
And the flashes of shapes and bodies are normal since your abilities are still developing. The flashes will become clearer as you become in tune with your powers.
Rosetta (1 stories) (52 posts)
 
8 years ago (2012-08-21)
Lets just say that when they're near each other, get ready to run as far as you can. Seelie & Unseelie fairies always fight when they're near each other, and most of the time make a giant mess in the process, though they have probably caused a few natural disasters every once in a while. Sometimes a human will catch their attention and they'll start to follow him/her everywhere and sometimes play a joke, especially unseelie. They get their power mostly from negative emotions.
Cattydee (12 stories) (161 posts)
 
8 years ago (2012-08-20)
Okay so imma answer all you questions. I don't feel pestered at all I am genuinely curious. I cannot see auras on a daily basis I am trying to develop the skill to see them though. I do not see everyone's aura either. I've seen mine, my dogs, and once during a boring bible study I was trying to see others' and I saw another one. The lights I see I haven't noticed them swirling or changing shape but like I said they only last a few seconds. There are no shadows I have seen just lights. Like when you can see the sun rays? You see light but not a shadow. And yeah the lights are all over the place. And wow what happens when the two fairies are together? And also do you know how I can get more in tune with my abilities? Recently they have been happening more and I have been seeing flashes of things such as the shape of a face or the shape of a body. Dunno if they're real or not but it would help a lot if you knew anything about this and what to do about it. Kay thanks:)
mazab84 (2 stories) (71 posts)
 
8 years ago (2012-08-20)
Well energys energy. Thats what we all consist of. It doesn't die it just transforms so it makes sense to me that if you see auras you would pick up visually on diffrent energys around you without a vessel. Your experiences are unique to you. I can't tell you the nature of what your seeing, wether it be, earthbound spirits,angels,spirit in visitation or other examples as others have mentioned. I personally don't see auras reguarly. Few & far between infact. I hear a lot of people on here discussing auras. Look out for those exchanges on here to gain insight. Your showing recognition so see how it develops & equip yourself4that. You seem to be coping well. You are just naturally curious as to what it is your seeing. I wonder if you should perhaps look up the term "medical intuitive" to gain a little perspeective. Most people i've met that see auras normally are given the gift for a reason & can even pick up on peoples physical ailments due to the colour change in their aura. It would be interesting to hear if you can identify with them. I myself am still insearch of answers & still ask the purpose for being given my gifts. The picture is slowly building. I also have premonitions. All my life i've dreamt of incidents that happen days,weeks,months before they happen. Some aren't really relevent to many but are to me. Some don't involve me atall but affect other people.
Anyways, I hope some of what I said made sense atleast.
Lilylove1 (33 posts)
 
8 years ago (2012-08-19)
Different colors swirling changing shapes? Do shadows accompany these? Does it look like the light and the dark separate? Are they usually in the entire room?
mazab84 (2 stories) (71 posts)
 
8 years ago (2012-08-19)
Cattydee-The lights (as you call them) may be how you see spirit at this moment in the development of your abilities. I see spirit like a swirling spot of static electricity at times for example. You certainly display signs of intuition. I think you know your gifted in the psychic sense. Do you feel that its more than you being intune with spirit? Do you actually feel pestered? You mentioned you can see auras. Out of interest, can you see everyones. Is it something you've developed? What colours do you see? I hope you have a supportive family. Inlight of what you said in your story I think a positive out of them having experienced the paranormal is that they are more inclined to believe in you. Your certainly not insane. That is a question all people having a spiritual awakening of some description ask themselves before they understand what's happening.
Rosetta (1 stories) (52 posts)
 
8 years ago (2012-08-18)
And no I don't know any accurate websites.sorry. I merely know through my... Friends and abilities.
Rosetta (1 stories) (52 posts)
 
8 years ago (2012-08-16)
Oh crap. Those are Seelie AND Unseelie faeries. They arre seriously attracted to you. The gold are seelie and the blue unseelie. They absolutely despise each other and should never be near each other.
Cattydee (12 stories) (161 posts)
 
8 years ago (2012-08-16)
Lol nothing sounds crazy to me anymore. And the colors I see the most are gold sparks and blue circle like spots but they only last a few seconds at the most do you know any sites that talk about faries? Or people seeing faries?
Rosetta (1 stories) (52 posts)
 
8 years ago (2012-08-15)
Sigh...this might sound a bit crazy (especially to me) but either their pieces of spirits long gone or...faeries. And no they're not like the ones you saw by Disney. Are there any colors you saw often or that stood out somehow?
Cattydee (12 stories) (161 posts)
 
8 years ago (2012-08-14)
Well what I mean when I say flashes of light is that no matter what lighting, they are like big blotches of different colors and I don't know what to think of it
Rosetta (1 stories) (52 posts)
+1
8 years ago (2012-08-14)
Most of my childhood is blocked out. I believe tha means That I saw or experienced something that I wasn't supposed to which might have had help in activating my (considerably weak) abilities. If you're think you're insae, the one way of beiing able to tell that you're NOT. The lights colud be a cause of the type of lighting of the area you're in. And you're family having problems with ghosts I'm going to guess means that they're all, in a way, a light that attracts ghosts (could be their aura or their soul). I hope part of this helps. I'll try and see what else I can infer from this.

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