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Am I Gifted Or Insane?


I am a 19 year old, and have begun to experience some things other people can't relate to.

I can feel spirits around me, but can only communicate to a few. I know which spirit is in my room, and its usually my grandpa or great grandma. I know its them because grandpa goes over to this christmas tree I have from his estate sale, and my great grandma is always in the rocking chair she would always sit in, and she talked about Thanksgiving dinner.

On top of that, my boyfriend lives in an old farm house that his great-grandparents used to own. When we FaceTime at night, I can hear the spirits in that house. One hits the keyboard three times at three different times during the night. This wakes me up, and I used to just brush it off. Now I can feel its a spirit trying to communicate. Also, I have begun to hear strange noises from his room on FaceTime. I'm not sure if its just FaceTime being wonky or a spirit communicating. It's hard to decipher. Also, his computer keeps moving between a dark wall, and his clock that is always flashing the wrong time. I haven't paid attention to the time the clock shows.

I feel like I'm going insane. I've tried to talk to him about it, but when I mentioned the hitting of the keyboard, his sound cut out, and he had to move to the kitchen to hear the rest of my story. He claims that there are ghosts in his house, but he says they aren't threatening. He thinks they are his grandpas and grandma because of the things they'll do.

When I visited back in February (he lives in Texas and I live in Michigan) I could feel people around me other than him and his parents. His dogs would also bark at nothing and watch something in the air that was invisible to us. This kept me on edge at night, and I often couldn't sleep because I felt like I was being watched.

When we went back to school in Michigan, it was rumored that my dorm hall was haunted. My school has been around for a long time, and a lot of the dorms were built over abandoned houses. I couldn't feel the spirit of the little boy until the end of the second semester, just before I was about to leave. He was looking through my roommate's clothes, but when he saw me watching him, he ran away.

I've begun to feel all of these energies when I leave my house, and it gets overwhelming. I hear high pitched noises during the day, and occasional whispers in the night. I told my boyfriend about this, but he said I was just hearing things. I have a friend who used to be a medium who told me not to suppress these feelings, and that I should let them grow and see what it gives me. She believes I'm gifted, and everyone else thinks I'm insane.

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redtigerel (4 posts)
9 years ago (2015-06-13)
my friend has a youtube channel to develope and control your psychic abilities
Mainily negative energys comes from meats/dairy and that's what attracts demons or evil spirits to your aura field to suck the life force out of you going vegan is the best option for you since your 3rd eyes open but yeah check out the channel youll thank me later
MidnightWolf (1 posts)
9 years ago (2015-06-11)
Hi maryhan! This is my first posting. I've been registered for a couple of years but have been afraid to make posts, even after having a spiritual awakening. I will tell you that you aren't insane girlfriend. I understand exactly how you feel. I have other gifts and mediumship is one of then, just like you. But, I seemed to have suppressed this ability at a very young age because the last experience that I had freaked me out. I hope that they come back. Trust me, you aren't losing your mind. Not only are you a medium, you seem to be an empath as well. I have the same ability and I had to ground myself in order to control these feelings that I absorb from my surroundings. There are many ways to ground yourself but, this is one of the simplest and effective ways to do so:
1. First, make sure that you bless the surrounding area that you are in by saying a prayer asking for a protective white light to surround you and the area you are in. Also, ask that your spirit guides and guardian angels surround you to be there with you.
2. Stand in your room or in nature where no one else or someone very supportive is with you.
3. (Make sure that you deep breath during this whole process. Breath in through your nose and exhale through your mouth.) Close your eyes and image your energy plummeting into the core of Mother Earth. Image that Her energy is riding up your energy spectrum and filling you up from the ground and upward. Make sure that it starts at your feet and climbs up the bottom half of your body. Then, image that she is also cleansing your chakras:
The Root
The Sacral
The Solar Plexus
The Heart
The Throat
The Third Eye
The Crown
4. You will begin to feel light on your feet and feel clear of all negative energies, thoughts, and emotions.
5. Once it has reached the top of your head, and filled your whole body, even your fingertips, breathe in deeply and release.
6. Thank the Universe, the Creator, your ancestors, etc. And open your eyes. You should feel so much better.
I hope that this helps you and anyone else who reads this. If you want to keep in touch, I will post my email up on my page.

Love and blessings honey,
Nightingale (145 posts)
9 years ago (2015-06-06)
Hello maryhan,
You are certainly not insane or alone. The spirit hitting the keyboard probably has something to tell you. Unless you feel threatened, it may be a good idea to try and communicate. Meditation can help you gain control and it seems that you've already begun strengthening as a psychic. It's a part of you and that's okay. Just as some people hear or see better than others, you can feel more. As much as you can, talk to other psychics. It will help!
Have faith in yourself,
bsuttles3922 (2 stories) (165 posts)
9 years ago (2015-06-03)
Your a medium, able to communicate with the supernatural. You also have clairvoyance, clairsentience, and clairaudience. The abilities to see, sense, and hear the supernatural. You shouldn't suppress your abilities, but you also shouldn't intentionally seek out spirits.
Hope this helps

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