When I was growing up, I used to feel like I was special and had 'powers' but couldn't use them which is normal for a child but even now I feel like I'm special and have 'powers'. Though I feel like these 'abilities' are stronger with my eyes and my waist area. For example there are times when I mentally feel like I can move an object but can't actually do it.
Every now and again I see balls of light moving but they disappear when I try to focus on them, and although it doesn't happen often, I hear whispering in one ear and a high pitch ringing in the other. Plus I feel like there is someone in the room with me when I can see no one but I don't feel them all the time, though I have woke up being choked once and was frightened because I couldn't feel anything around my neck. It sounds strange when I describe it but even with people I've just met its like I can feel their emotion but I don't, and know their inner thoughts like insecurities.
Often I feel like there is a build up of energy inside and I want to break out or I feel like everything is in my head and it's going to explode. However, I feel like one with nature and am memorised by it in action like a flame or even water. Recently I've been having vivid dreams but I can't remember when I wake up, all I know is that they are important and I should know what happened in them but they are blocked.
I know that hallucinations and delusions are a symptom of schizophrenia and was looking for advice if this is normal. I'm 17 if it helps.
Thank you for your time.