For a long time my life has been pretty normal and not many strange experiences have happened to me. But recently things have started happening again. All the dreams I have are starting to come true exactly as I had dreamt them. It's actually scaring me a bit because some of the dreams I've had have been disturbing.
Also when I'm alone in my house, instead of it feeling empty and boring like it usually would, it feels eerie and as if someone is here with me and watching my every move. For some odd reason I've been feeling a strong pull towards the bibles in my house. Although I'm atheist, my mother is a strong believer in god and keeps bibles and crosses and such around the house. I've never felt a pull this strong toward the bible but for some strange reason I feel like I need to read it. When I picked it up the other night, I was alone and felt like someone was right there with me, I opened to a random page and it was a certain story in job that I liked a lot as a child. It was at the exact chapter that the story began. I thought that was a bit creepy.
I didn't really read it but I stared blankly at it for a while with a strong woman's presence next to me. I've felt her presence before... During last year's winter (2012). She has touched me before and spoken to me. When she starts to have strong emotions they flood through me like a wave of a tsunami would hit a village. Do you think this oman could be my guardian angel? I feel safe when she's around but I also feel a little scared, terrified that something bad is going to happen soon... It's a lot worse than the feeling I get when I have nightmares or when I know a dream is playing out in reality... What do you think about this?
Anyways, thanks for your input and congratulations on making it through your depression. It's extremely difficult to get out of that. Especially on your own. I'm not sure if she's my guardian or not but she's definitely someone who's very protective of me and it's nothing like an inner voice though like you've described. I'll try meditating and seeing if she will communicate with me somehow. She doesn't appear very often but when she does it's as if she's always been there. And once again thank you for sharing your story:)