I've been having these weird sort of dream-like visions when I go to sleep at night. Whenever I close my eyes, I can still see the room. I even put my hand in front of my face once to make sure my eyes were shut, and they were. I feel like the more I stare and watch the room, the more I'm kinda... Pulled into it. Really being pulled.
At times like right now, I feel so silly about it and that I should just see what happens. But when I'm in bed in the dark, something about it terrifies me. It happens so fast and I know I'm still awake so I try to move and get myself out of it. My body feels almost impossibly heavy and I have to really concentrate and push until I finally roll over. I'll make some noise and move until I'm feeling normal again.
Then when I shut my eyes, I still see the room I'm in. It scares me like something is waiting. I can't get the room out of my head so I just try to think about light and protect myself with it. I think that sounds a little crazy, but I can't sleep if I'm not imagining light. It kind of blocks out the room.
I really want to try and explore, but I feel scared for no apparent reason. Has anybody else ever experienced anything like this?
Any words of wisdom are needed <3