The other day I was sitting on the couch relaxing and I dozed off into sleep. I had what I thought was a nightmare, but seemingly unusual because I have had nightmares before however, they were never about a close friend killing themselves. In this "dream" my friend from high school that I don't really see that much now, gave off the feeling that she was depressed and then I see her flashbacks from her life while she holds a gun to her temple. She was also holding an index card in her other hand that said: "Plus 1" and then I see her shoot herself. This startled me so bad that I immediately woke up scared and shaking.
Since I have been a teenager I have had premonitions that something bad was going to happen however, they have not been clear. And to avoid people looking at me strange I hardly ever talked about them unless someone else would talk about having the same feelings happen to them. I would also have dreams of something happening, but I would ignore them until it happened. I also get feelings of deja vu on occasion. But all of these things that I experience I would tend to ignore, and they didn't happen all that often.
However, now I have been researching this and talking more about it because through the years I have experienced many deaths in my family and with friends where I would get some hint that someone was going to die or get extremely ill and I never paid attention to them until it happened more and more. Just about a month ago I was in the car driving home and I had a really bad gut feeling of someone having a fatal car accident. Obviously I thought it was myself as I was in a car, but after I made it home later that night my sister called me and said that a friend of ours died that day in a car accident. When I looked at the newspaper article I had that premonition within that half an hour time-frame of her death.
So quite obviously when I had this dream of my friend killing herself, it startled me. So I started talking about it to my sister and trying to figure out what "Plus 1" meant. Then, it came to me that it meant someone else was going to die as well and that she might be pregnant. So being concerned for her I looked at her page on Facebook since we are friends on there anyway, and everything looked fine as though there would be no reason for her to want to kill herself. She has a good job, she has a great boyfriend that she has been with for three years, she is now in a band as a singer, which has been a dream of hers since ever sense I can remember, and she just turned 29 last week and had a great celebration for her birthday filled with flowers all week long from her boyfriend.
So after seeing that, there was no reason for her to want to kill herself I said it must have just been a dream weird, but not plausible. That was until I saw a picture of an ultrasound. So now I am thinking that this is what they call a precognition. However, it seems as though this is not going to happen for a while. And Yes I am now trying to talk to her more, but not actually talk about my precognition, as it would probably not mean much to her. So the only question I have is does anyone think that I should be concerned for her as this might just be a dream, even though how did I sense that she was pregnant before she told me or before I saw the ultrasound?