(my first story) I am 18 years old and have an ability to look into the future, or maybe I had, I am afraid iv lost it. It started when I were about 5-6 years old. I could see what was going to happen the next day, next week or a few month ahead. I used to look what I was going to have for Christmas present and things like that.
When I was about 10-11 I could decide when I wanted to see things (I could only see things when I were asleep) I liked to "joke" whit my friends. One time I said "in 1 minute martin is going to come in through that door" "yeah right" they said. And exactly after one minute, martin come through that door. They looked at each other then started to laugh, they believed that we did some kind of an joke on them. But when I were 14 I lost my ability to see the future when I wanted to. The visions come when they wanted to. But I didn't think about it, I thought it had something to do whit the puberty or something. Is that possible that the
Puberty can affect your ability? When I was 16, my ability was gone. I feel wherry sad, one big part of me was gone. I didn't wave one single vision for over 2 years. But for 3 month ago, I unfortunately or fortunately, ended up in a fight whit a person. I don't fighting wherry often, less then one time per year so I am not good at it and the person I had the fight whit have lots of experience about fights. But when I stood there I had a vision, I saw what he was going to do so I could just block until he become tired and walk away. So I wonder, have I lost my ability, and that time in the fight just were some "one last time thing", or have my ability been improved so I can see things when I am awake? And I just need to learn how to control my ability. So lost or improved ability? And if it is improved, how can learn to control it again, so I can look into the future when I want to?