I'm a 20 years old girl from vzla I study philosophy and I live with my grandparents and aunt and my sister.
I wanted to ask for help, because I don't know what nor why is going on, here is my story:
It started about 2 or 3 months ago, I was trying to sleep in my bed, kind of jealous of my big sis heavy sleep when I heard a little whisper, like a person talking to me, first I though it was from the street or a neighbor but then suddenly appeared more voices, like 15 or 20 different voices whispering like in a reunion, and then one of them, a male voice started to talk more quickly and louder than the others and it increased at every second, until they were all shouting! I got really really scared! Then I tried to understand what they said, but it felt like a mob inside my head, they all shouting, I understood a lot of it at the moment, some of them were in Spanish (witch is my mother language) and some of it in English and other that I can't remember. Then I tried to sit down, so I could think what to do and how to silence them, but I couldn't move, so I tried to say my sister's name at loud, but I didn't make a sound, I wasn't even breathing completely and the voices were driving me crazy, I fought very hard to shout but it wasn't until 5 o 10 minutes that I finally shouted my sis name.
That was the first time it happened to me, after that one, I happened every night but there was one in particular that scared me most, when all of the voices shout "Satan" just before I could scream to my sister.
It stopped that day, I started using Bach flowers to calm down and they made my sleep without the "subway voices" as I call them, until last night when they came back, but in a different way, this time they told me things, and I understood them completely, they were talking about the future, and even though I can't remember I know they mean something, but I got so scared, because it took me longer to "rise" and they shout so loud they screamed a lot: (
I really wanted to share this with someone, I don't want to think that I'm crazy or something, but now, I don't know what to do:C
I really need your help:C