For as long as I could remember I could see things, hear things, and even feel things. Now, I have a problem, it's just stopped and I feel different, I feel empty. Somethings wrong and I can't fix it. I like being different, I like knowing that I'm not like anyone else. I need help, please? Someone, anyone know what happened? And possibly how to "fix" it?
So here's my story:
When I was three years old I was absolutely terrified of my basement, to this day I'm terrified. One day my favorite doll went missing and well I just knew it was in the dark, dark basement. I remember trying to get my mom to go and get it for me, but she wouldn't. "You're a big girl honey, you can do it."
So there I was scared out of my mind and I had to brave it myself. I went down to the basement and I couldn't find the light, so it was dark. So I continued to look for her in the dark. When I found it someone had it, it was a dark figure and he seemed to be as tall as big bird, he was giant and he had my doll. All I remember was him saying "When you turn 18 you will die, if you don't fix this. And I will be back for you."
Now I know most 3 year olds don't remember much, but this has stuck out in my head my entire life because ever since then my life has been different. It started off in dreams, I guess, because I would have so much deja-vu. Years away sometimes. Then it went to just is I would daydream, simple daydreams every once in a while. As I got older it got stronger and I would get these nasty headaches and then I would see things, so many things and they were always so vivid. Then I would get worse, I would dream them still and would be as vivid as it has always been, but I would sleep walk and wake up in my park. My best friend has told me countless times, I would walk to her in my sleep wake her up because I had something urgent to tell her and I would never wake up until I got home. As the visions got stronger the more ware and tear they would do to me, if in the vision someone got hurt, so would I. I've been thrown around so many times, I think I might be crazy for wanting it back.
While I was having visions I could also see things like the ghosts in my house, even talk to some of them. I knew their life stories and why they were here still. I also, had voices in my head, but I knew who they were, friends of mine with the same abilities as me, or at least close too.
But now it's all gone and I don't know why. If anyone has any ideas, or has had the same problem it would be nice to know I'm not alone or that there's a chance to figure out all that happened to me, thanks in advance.