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I can't get to close to people or they end up hurt. This is my curse!

It all started when I decided to join this war between worlds. I did this for two reasons. One, I always wanted to be a warrior like in the novels and battle the forces of darkness. Second, my bff was in danger and was constantly harassed by demons. So it seemed like a good option at the time.

Some good spirits which I guess we can call angels, though to me they seemed far too human offered me their help. They told me that it was my decision whether or not to accept this responsibility after al it would affect me in the future. I was to have few friends for I would have to protect them. They told me as I got stronger demons would come to destroy me because they don't want any threats. They told me of trainings I would have to forgo. I agreed, and like this I began expanding my abilities.

Tough now I am not so sure I could go through with it. It has been ten years time since this almost eleven. And well two years ago I fell for a really nice guy. I tried pushing him away but one way or another our paths would cross again. I decided to be his friend and called him a brother to keep him close yet distant. I was warned many times "you know you are lying and you don't see him as a brother. You also know that if things continue this way he too will become involved in this war and get hurt. There are many evil spirits who wish to hurt you and if they can't attack you directly they will go to the next best thing." I told my best friend she said "just continue to talk to him bad things happen to people regardless of whether you are with them or not."

This did not convince me so I let him decide. I told him about my past and how if he was near me he would be in danger. He too said something similar to what my best friend said. I knew he did not believe me. Shortly after I had repeated dream of him getting ran over then him walking half of him covered in blood. Soon they became close and occurred both when I was awake or asleep. I decided to tell him, he was insulted and told me "do you think I am that retarded that I would get ran over." I replied that it was not about being smart. He told me not to worry and that he would be fine.

About a week later he got run over I did not know until my best friend told me. She did not know about the dream, and I did not believe her. I thought I was a bad joke; he was just trying to scare me but no. Yet I was glad to know he was alive. After that I could not face him. When I saw him again he tried to make a joke out of it to let me know it was okay but I walked away once more.

It has been a little over a year and I really wish to be with him even if it's just as acquaintances but I am scared of something bad happening again. What should I do? I can't leave my responsibilities, yet I'm only human!

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A5 (2 stories) (144 posts)
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8 years ago (2011-02-14)
In past lives the same thing has happened to the one I loved. Except the person was killed, and not by a car but my enemy. I cannot give advice here, for now I'm trying a different path than before. This is a bit strange, but in a way the person in this life was protecting me. I don't think they were aware.
Confused and in a similar place
~A5
j-torrez (3 stories) (53 posts)
 
8 years ago (2011-02-09)
Thank skyrealm I really liked your advice it made my day. I just really, really needed reassurance. You see I'm the type of person that always feels guilt.
Rashidah I know it sound unbelievable. As to how I joined this war. I was because my best friend needed help and could not turn to anybody. I had always been able to see ghost and in desperation asked for help. They has been around me for as long as I could remember and new mw quiet well though I did not know them. They told me they were guarding me because I was strong yet did not know how to use my powers. They would help me become stronger so I could battle demons.
I was scared but decided to help. They told me I would become a treat to demons everywhere one day so they would constantly try to bring me down. These ghost or angels as I wish to call them told me they would always be by my side when I needed them.
As to whether it was a coincidence I wish oh! So much that I could say that. Yet I know it was not because I was warned not to get to close or he would end up involved. This guy has a strong aura which is good but he is also weak wielded. This will make him a target for demons yet the only reason he had been fine before I came along was because he is a very kind and caring person. He would climb the tallest mountain and jump of the highest cliff for a friend.
AnandaHya (guest)
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8 years ago (2011-02-09)
teach him to protect himself.

Ok they want me to type more...

I guess you should learn how to shield your presence and identity. If you love him and he loves you, you should not let your dreams or fears come between you. You can't always prevent bad things from happening, but you can decide how to react to them.

The beings you refer to as "angels" are probably good intended people who are astral projecting and talking to you. You have to be your own guide. The spirits can give you good advice or be totally off the mark. I treat them as I would a beloved elderly relative, with respect but I don't always follow their advice. I learn from them, train and make my own decisions.

Sometimes they are the wrong ones and I have to listen to a lecture, but I stand proud at least they are my mistakes. Until of course someone gets hurt, then its quite humbling and I have to listen and learn how to make it right with that person.

If you are being trained then you will learn for yourself how to deal with it.

Sometimes its nice to have people remind you, for example I forgot to do my morning meditation and cleansing ritual, its mid day and I feel awful, dirty, angry and just awful. So I'm going to go soak in the tub and try to clean out all the eekky darkness that has managed to attach itself to me and change the energy into light and send it back out into the world.

Peace of the Lord be with you.
SkyRealm (5 stories) (65 posts)
 
8 years ago (2011-02-09)
Rashidah
True it does... But doesn't most of the stuff we say sound like mangas! 😜 I know most of the world believes all the stuff we say is hogwash, or at leaste where I come from they do. Like if my mom saw me posting on this site she'd say "Are you a bit tensed up for your exams... Would you like to see someone... To talk to... Like a doctor may be!?" 😐
I try to think of what someone would gain from makeing up crap, and I can't really see why. So I trust that they would put up the truth, and answer accordingly... Even if its not really too good. 😳
Just my thoughts. Though still, Id like to read the answer to that question too.
Rashidah (guest)
 
8 years ago (2011-02-09)
And how exactly did you join this 'war between the worlds?' 😕 😕 😕

This story sounds like a manga.
SkyRealm (5 stories) (65 posts)
 
8 years ago (2011-02-09)
I want to say everything will be fine, but it is true that many wil go after the "next best thing" if they can't get to you. The best thing to do for them would be to make sure they can protact themselves. Or to hide who you are from the demons behind a barrier... Kinda like how spiderman hides himself behind a mask! Warn them when you see them getting hurt as you did then with the accident make sure they know what there in for, and how to keep themselves safe. Let them choose whether to stay with you or not, don't choose for them. Isolation is not the answer. If you can,. Errect a barrier around them, make sure they are safe.
Just remember, I'm not trained, I just have random experiences, so I'm not speeking from a professional point of view. Still, I wish you well. I would ask you to contact the higher powers threw meditation and ask them what you can do. To make sure they are really angels and not creatures poseing as angels to attack you, recite the name of God. They'll have more answers than me.
Also...Have you never contemplated the fact that he could have had a simple accident not influenced by demons, and you simply saw it in a premonition because of your strong want to protect them? That is a high possiblity. Id seek out the advise of "higher powers" though.

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