First off to explain what the "shadow spirits" are. I call them shadow spirits because they are spirits but they don't look like a spirit, for me when I see a spirit I can see all of them, every last detail, but these are black, shadows, tall, mysterious, like they have a shield against me figuring them out. So far I have seen 3 different "shadows" all of them male. When I'm in their presents I feel like they aren't good but they aren't bad either, maybe angry, lonely, lost, but also calm, peaceful.
Sometimes I wake up with scratches on me, now I'm not saying its them but I'm just linking it to them because they are more, hostile than other spirits. But anyway, the scratches will be on my back or arms, sometimes legs, there's usually 4 marks all beside each other. I feel no reason to be afraid of these spirits because the scratches I feel symbolize something but I can't figure it out. Which intrigues me more, but the spirits like run from me for hide from me, unless they come to me on their own time.
I've had a couple dreams about these spirits, one is a recurring dream, I get this dream every June 20-30 anytime between there. The dream starts off as me running looking behind me than a shadow spirit running in front of me, ushering me to hurry, I end up in another world, and all the people are half animal half human, all the animal parts are more powerful animals such as a wolf, or a bear, so I end up meeting some and than an old man kidnaps me, ties me to a chair and puts one of my friends in a clear glass like I bigger fish tank, and makes me watch him kill them. Its gross and I hate the dream but it never goes away.
The second dream that is more recent (keep in mind these dreams ended at least a month ago) when I enter my dream I walk into a forest and the sun is starting to set so its kind of dark and the shadow man is standing in front of me, he brings me to an old cabin and I look from the window to see about 5 people male and female standing around a table chanting and cutting open a little boy, they take a cup, the cup is silver with I guess rubies around the top, the steam of the cup is a little longer than a wine glass, so they fill the cup up with blood and start passing it around, somehow I got to the door in like 5 seconds and walked in, they all looked at me with expressions like they were waiting for me to show up, so I took the cup and finished the blood that was in it, they end up circling around me and chanting and all this stuff and then I wake up to the shadow guy either standing on the other side of my room, sitting on my bed touching my leg, or standing over me and looking at me.
Both dreams seem so real, like usually dreams seem real, but man these dreams are like over the top feel every movement that you make, everything you touch, everything you smell, hear, see. It's weird.
One night, my two best friends were telling me about this dream they had previous to the day. Friend #1 (we'll call her that) her dream was about this shadow man running around her room knocking all her papers and posters off her wall and knocking all the stuff on her dresser off, when she woke up all her papers, posters, make up, hairbrushes, ect were scattered all over the floor. Friend #2 had a dream of a shadow man running full speed around her room leaving black chalky hand prints all over her walls, when she woke up there was chalky hand prints all over her wall, you can still see them to this day. I had never told them about what I see and I still never will.
So I don't feel like these shadows are harmful to a very bad extent, but they still do some things that aren't really like the best most friendly things. Again like I said previously I think they are a mixture of both good and bad, and mainly the bad is control by something else.
So some insight on this would be great so I can maybe learn more about the "shadow spirits" and maybe learn how to get them all around me so I can talk to them, and see what they want, because of right now they are sending me mixed thoughts and I can't really figure it out, which is kind of annoying for me.
Thanks, also sorry for the length of this I hope you don't get bored!