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Since I wrote my story about the connection I have with my partner things have been happening that are scaring me a little.

I can't remember exactly what I was doing but I think I was watching something on youtube. It was about people who are claircognizance. I already knew I was empathic but when I was watching this something said to me (in my head) "This is what you have, this is what you should be working on. That's how you write your stories!" My stories being these kid stories I write but don't. It's kind of like I'm reading it for the first time too, excited to find out what happens next, instead of coming up with an idea and then writing it out.

Anyway I decided to read up about it and it all made sense. I then came across Automatic Writing and figured that must be how I've been writing my stories. I was a bit confused because my stories are make believe. Talking animals (mostly mythical animals) and magical places are in my stories so they don't mean anything. A voice (once again in my head) told me "Oh really? Go back and read what you've written". So I went through all of my stories and was shocked to see things I've written. While most of it is make believe there is actually a lot of scenarios that have happened to me in real life. So I decided to use my shield (the white light) and I also read to see a funnel like thing above your head. I did this and opened word and started writing. I wrote about being careful of drinking, to stabilize. My mother just came off her anti-depressants and is a recovering drug addict. She rang me the next day and told me she's been really wanting to go out and buy some wine or something because she feels weird having a clear head. This freaked me out because I thought the message was for me. I told her what I wrote and she said she'd actually just been back from her therapy session and found it was her addiction trying to switch up.

Then I was told I can actually see things and hear things but I need to meditate more often. I did this and at first I saw a man dressed in black, he looked friendly. We met on a bridge over a busy motorway when it was almost night time. He flew me off to a sewing factory and told me I used to do this. Then he took me to a garden playing around with a little boy and told me I didn't make it to 9 years old. THEN he started showing me my mother and father in coffins! I was scared and figured this man wasn't really a guide like he said he was. I didn't meditate for a few days after that.

Then I decided to read about past lives. I read something about putting yourself in a hypnotic like state. So that night I tried doing this. Suddenly I was seeing faces and hearing things, like people right close to me talking to me. Some were yelling, some were just talking but I could feel the presence of things. I felt like at any moment I would clearly hear them as I do 'real' people. All of a sudden my body felt like it was somersaulting backwards! I had no control and it was hard to get out of it. I knew my body was still and laying down, safely, but at the same time I was falling somewhere. I thought maybe it was an O.B.E but I was falling DOWN not UP. I kept sitting up and opening my eyes to get myself back, like I do after a meditation, but each time I lay back down it would happen again. This went on 'til 5am. I had shielded myself and even prayed before I did all of this so surely it wasn't an attack. Also with the voices, I actually heard my name being called while I was in my room and it was out loud, like a normal person, but at the same time it was in my head, which confused me. And I had an image in my head of who it was (I don't know who it was).

To top it all off me and my partner, that was in my last story, seem to be more connected than ever. He's the main reason I've been doing all of this, to see why we are where we are and where we've been. But I wasn't expecting our connection to grow. I just have to think about him and he will text me from work. We were talking the other night and we were both watching the exact same 95 VMA video on the same day. Our bond in general has grown stronger which is confusing because I thought we were losing it. In one of my Automatic Writing moments as well as a time I meditated I kept getting "You don't have to wait for me too much longer, I'm coming, I'm falling into you" I also kept writing that he's being cleansed and going through his own healing. That he's chipping away at his own blocks and is having an 'awakening'. I got something about puzzle pieces just needing to find their places and something about time space continuum. This was all in relation to him being distant but feeling like we had a connection and that I needed to hold on, not leave. This was all just before it felt like we were more connected together and our bond seemed to get stronger so I don't think it was wishful thinking.

Does anyone know what's going on? Am I doing something wrong or dangerous or have I just tapped into something I was SUPPOSED to tap into and it's unfolding faster than I expected? Am I protecting myself properly? Any advice would be very much appreciated! I just have no idea what's going on or what to do.

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j-torrez (3 stories) (53 posts)
 
10 years ago (2011-09-12)
I am not sure of what you have done but I do know you must be very careful. As I was reading your story I was afraid and understanding I also noticed I felt uneasy as if I wanted it to all just happen and go away, yet not wanting anything to happen at all. There is some good going on but there is also a lot of darkness sounding these occurrences. Before you do anything make boundaries and set up all your priorities. You will for go many trials and everything you ever believed will be brought into question. Stay firm in what you believe it is the only thing you will have to guide you and help you make it through. If you ever, I mean ever need someone to talk to you can e-mail me at janet_7673 [at] hotmail.com. Good luck 😉
chicken1 (2 stories) (69 posts)
 
10 years ago (2011-09-10)
thats cool that youve got your protection sorted, sorry if you think I was questioning you, its just there's so many people out there that go into things very light hearted and get them selves in all sorts of trouble, I agree with eagle claw, try your meditation and see if this man comes to you again, youl know if hes good or bad, and you can tell him to bugger off if you need to.
Chicken1
Eagleclaw (386 posts)
 
10 years ago (2011-09-10)
Hello,
The man in black is the first contact that you may have when you went to the bridge. He has shown you your past. He has also shown you the coffins. But, did he make a comment about it? Sometimes we are shown visions for a certain reason. If you want to find out if he is ok this is what you need to do. First, protect yourself before you start. Than, go to the bridge. He will be there. Ask him if he is a positive spirit. He will tell you. If he says no than tell him to leave and not to come to you again. You must also find another location to meet a spirit. If he says yes than you can ask more questions about the coffin scene. And, you can ask other questions too. I do not believe that the spirit means you any harm. Now is a perfect opportunitty to meet your spirit guide. Just pick a place and ask your spirit guide to meet you there. Just remember to go to the same place each time. Hope this helps.
Deepthoughts (3 stories) (11 posts)
 
10 years ago (2011-09-10)
Chicken1, I believe in God... Just not in the usual religious sense, that's why I pray to him and I ask that only my spirit guides and guardian angels can speak to me. Nothing else is allowed to get through the white light.

When I meditate to talk, it's only ever to my guides. I'm not a medium and I don't invite people who've passed on to talk to me... Unless they're my guides of course. But yeah... I get pretty specific when I pray and shield myself and I truly believe in what I'm doing. It wasn't until the man that came into my meditation and the feeling of falling backwards that I started to question if I was doing it properly.
Deepthoughts (3 stories) (11 posts)
 
10 years ago (2011-09-10)
Eagleclaw, thank you for that. Is the spirit that showed me the past lives ok though? Because he was dressed in black and he showed me my parents in coffins. It wasn't just "Oh your parents are going to pass away" it was like... There was grey thick fog all around and it was really...ick. I imagine if I'm going to be showed something like that it would be less dramatic and more...real...
chicken1 (2 stories) (69 posts)
 
10 years ago (2011-09-09)
hi again
I definately think you need to work on your protection for starters, I alway ask my guides for protection, but for me that works, when it comes to your protection its got to be what you believe in, So for example if you asked for protection from god and you didn't believe in god then protection won't work, As you have to have faith in your beliefs, and confidence in whoever you pray or ask protection from. I have total faith in my guides, that they will keep me protected and they do. You say that you protect yourself from uninvited spirits, but are you specific, as I read that you wait for someone to come and speak with you, don't think I'm getting at you I'm just asking questions? For me when I open up to spirit I ask that only my guide speaks to me or that anyone that wants to speak, come through my guide first as your guides are there to protect you and keep you safe. Try and treat you guides more like a friend more than anything else, as you actually have to build up a relationship of trust with them, because if you can't trust them who can you trust in the spirit world? You talk about not being in control, I find that funny as I have just finished posting on another guys story about being in control. You definately need to be in control of this whole thing or it can drive you crazy. And to be in control doesn't mean you have to control whos around you but it does mean that if you don't want to speak with spirit, you can put your foot down and say that to them, and if your guides do let anything nasty or naughty through, then you can be angry at them and tell them you peed off! Your the physical being on this earth and they arent, they actually have to play by our rules. It may sound harsh what I'm saying but if you don't keep in control then they may come visiting at any old time of the evening even when your trying to sleep! Any way hope this helps a bit and if you need anymore info don't hesitate to email me

Chicken1
Eagleclaw (386 posts)
 
10 years ago (2011-09-08)
Hello,
The scenes that you have been shown was that of your past lives. And, that was a spirit that showed you those. Automatic writing is just another medium to contact the spirits. It's your way of communicating with them. As long as you continue to protect yourself you shoould be fine. And, the spirit also told you that your partner is removing his blocks. That's a message and a good thing. And, if you ever want to meditate to contact spirits make sure that you protect yourself first. Remember, even troubled spirits like to have a conversation.
Deepthoughts (3 stories) (11 posts)
 
10 years ago (2011-09-08)
Oh wow, it is good to see another New Zealander here! Haha.

I just read your story. My automatic writing isn't like the one with Thomas. I move my own hand and only let a guide talk to me (what I think is a guide) and they give me the words as thoughts... But I can tell they aren't mine because they're too intelligent 😜 so I write them down and read them later.

I've had the voices... Sometimes crowds of them... And the faces since I can remember but putting myself into that hypnotic state made them so much more louder and... These weren't just things talking to me, these were things scaring me... Which they don't normally do.

I went to a spiritualist church around this time last year but at the moment I'm not near any family and am home bound.

I don't think this is the first I've opened to spirit. I've always seen things (although it got much less from around 13 years old) and I've ALWAYS sensed things. This is just the first time I've been told what exactly my main 'ability' is. I think you are right about trying to do way too much and not understanding enough though. It almost feels like I'm not controlling it...it's just pushing me into all of these places. The only thing I've REALLY tried doing is meditating.

When I shield myself I first pray and ask to be shielded in the protective white light of the holy spirit which will keep out negative and uninvited energies. Then I see myself (in my imagination) slowly filling with a bright white light. I can feel it almost pulsating in my heart and then it kind of bursts out into a big bubble... If that makes sense. I feel it and see it clearly so I always figured it would be enough... And the prayer on top of it... But I don't know anymore. I think the man in black was negative because he showed me disturbing things... So how could he get in there when I was protected. I must be missing something.

When I do my automatic writing I do the shielding thing I just explained. Then I wait for someone to come to me (after I've asked for my guide to come to me) and it's always a lady named Claudia. If she doesn't come then it's a man and a lady... I don't know their names... But they're the only ones I listen to. That man in black just basically overtook my meditation that night.

I won't practise putting myself into a hypnotic state again, that was too scary and I'm sure if I need to know, my guides will tell me.

Thank you for taking the time to give me advice and explain things to me, I really appreciate it.
chicken1 (2 stories) (69 posts)
 
10 years ago (2011-09-08)
Hi deep thoughts
If you read my story youl see what I had to go through I'm my awakening, I will say it sounds like your trying to do way to much with out actually knowing what you are doing, You need to try and find a group of like minded people and maybee join a group where you can get more of an understanding of what's going on before you try to much more stuff. And a place where you can practise these thing with people more experienced than yourself, so that if you do get into trouble they can help out. As when you first open up to spirit you attract more lower level energies or spirits that may want to play with you. I'm not saying they are all bad but most of them arent here for your best intentions. What your doing at the moment is pretty much openening yourself up to stuff that you don't really understand to much about. Its kind of like being an open ouija board and allowing any spirit to come into your space. I know you say your using a white light protection, but do you feel like its working or do you know what your asking protection for? Anyway hopefully this helps and it good to see another new zealander on this site
Chicken1 😊

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