For as long as I can remember I have always had an extreme interest (wow, even as I am writing this my head is suddenly 'dizzy') in the psychic field. I am 26 years old. I am married, with a three year old little girl. She is cute as a button too! I am just going to start telling you about a few things that have I have experienced or a few things that have weighed very heavily on my mind.
1) At about age 8(?) I had my first 'feeling'. I was reading an article about a girl who had been kidnapped. Her name was Gina Dawn Brooks. I still remember her picture as clear as if it was sitting in front of me. I remember how something inside me told me that she wasn't ok. I remember being so sad for her and scared for her. I was obsesses with this story. For months I read everything I could get my hands on about it. I was only about 8 years old, what 8 year old does that. The hype started to die down and I knew -just knew- that she was not going to make it home. For whatever reason I felt so close to her. I had never heard of her before reading the articles but there was something about her that commanded my attention. Sounds weird right? Please don't think I am crazy!
The years went by and I thought of her off and on quite often. Then probably 5 or 6 years ago a news broadcast came on the TV. They had found the remains of Gina Dawn Brooks. I was so sad all over again, my heart truly broke. I even cried a little. Can anybody help me with understanding if that means anything? I have a lot of things like this happen to me especially in the missing person department. Not all the time but there are several times when the same feelings come flooding back. How do I tap into receiving more info so that I may help in some way. I truly think that I am being called on to help with these types of things but how can I be sure?
2) I have had several OBE or astral projection experiences. They have all scared me because I am not trying to do it. It just happens. The first one happened when I was about 10(?). I had fallen asleep and when I came too, I got up and started walking out to my kitchen, when I suddenly turned around and saw myself lying on the bed, still there were some other things that happened, but I will keep moving. The second one happened in school. I couldn't wake up or move! I was completely paralyzed. I kept trying to move my finger but it was sooo hard! I tried calling out but it was so slow and it was like I couldn't get it out! Again forced myself out of it. The most recent one involves a dream too. I was dreaming that I was in some house. I was in the bathroom (upstairs) and I was sitting on the floor rocking back and forth like a mad woman and scribbling things all over the floor. I kept thinking I am not crazy, I will show them I am not crazy. My husband suddenly came in with a priest and the priest said "she can't hear you" I thought "Yes I can" but I didn't say it. I got up and started looking at the wall trying to make some sense of everything that had been written when I saw something that had been written by somebody else. It said "Who are you trying to communicate with?" It startled me! Suddenly I start biting myself. Next thing I know I am sitting up in my bed (my real bed) and I am still biting myself as hard as I can and thinking to myself "wake up mary! Wake up!" Suddenly I wake up and I am staring at my hand looking for the bite marks but there were none. Do these things even mean anything?
3) I had another dream that I was on a bridge crew as a supervisor when suddenly the bridge starts to collapse. I thought why did it happen we have to find out why this happened! Things were falling, cars were stuck it was horrific! Two weeks later that bridge collapsed in... I can't remember the state. Was that dream trying to tell me something? As soon as the news started talking about that bridge that did collapse, I suddenly thought that's what it meant! But did it really?
4) I have had several other things sleeping and wake up because I KNOW someone has whispered very loudly "Mary" right in my ear. That has happened without being asleep. My Third Eye area itches a lot and I get a headache there when I believe I am in the presence of spirits. I have no idea how to expand these abilities! Help! There are so many other things that have happened and I have to go to bed now, but I would really appreciate anything anyone can give me.
These experiences are happening quite often now and I don't understand how to interpret them at all! What do different things mean? I get dreams of tornadoes and other things that I can't interpret. How do I know if (just for example) I see a hammer, then that means someone is going to die?
Thank you for taking the time to read my stories. Also get a lot of sudden pressure and a dizzy wave when I know someone is present (spirit). What do I do? How do I communicate with them?