My Grandmother passed away on February 1, 2006. She had cancer and was in the hospital. The thing is, a few days before she did, I had a dream about it. I don't fully remember the whole dream, but I do remember that she died. Since then, I get these feelings that something's going to happen. Like someone is going to die. Then they do. They just come to me. I don't ask for them, they just come.
I also just start thinking of something. I visualize it and everything. Then, not long after, it happens. It may be an exact TV show, or it may have something to do with someone else.
When I dream or visualize someone dying, I try my hardest to say it's not true. Things usually come true when after I dream or visualize them, I don't think about it until the thing happens. Then I'll remember seeing it.
There are also times when I'll be doing something, or looking at something, or having or listening to a conversation for the first time and I'll be like (to myself) "I've heard this before. I've already been in this exact conversation with these same people..." or "I've seen this before, even though I shouldn't have..." or "I've been here before. I just know I have..." I just get this feeling. It's weird.
Honestly, if I really do have a 'gift,' I don't like it. I don't like seeing people die and knowing that it'll happen. But really not realizing it until the person actually passes. It's hard to be aware and know it.