My mom always told me I was born with a veil over my face. I really didn't know what that meant. But for some reason I always felt special through out my whole life. Right now I am 36 years old and I am trying to understand what is this thing I am able to do.
Not to long ago my wife and I moved into to an one bedroom apartment, in a really old building. About a month after we moved in I would go to bed and wake up in the middle of the night with what felt like something heavy on my chest. Like something holding me down, would not let me move.
I could see and breathe but could not move, I tried to yell out but could not move my mouth! My wife was sound asleep and was oblivious to what was happening to me. I would struggle and fight what ever was holding down. Then there would be this strange vibration like buzzing feeling. I felt it all over my body.
It would happen every other night. I got really tired of what ever was doing this to me. So I waited for it to happen again! This time I was ready, I was really-pissed-off!
Then it happen again. Like before it held me down like if someone was sitting on my chest. Then the vibration feeling fell all over my body. With every ounce of strength I had I moved my arm and pointed to the ceiling and I said "Who ever you are I am stronger than you! Leave-me the-hell-alone!" The weight that was on my chest disappeared like if it was never there. Since that night it never bothered me again! I think it's because I started working out at the Gym!
But even before that happen I would walk into places I have never been before. And suddenly get chills (goosebumps)and stuff. I feel something is with me but I don't know how to communicate with it. So I just talk to what ever's there like I talk to anybody in the street!
"Hey what do you want, can I help you!?"
Am I some type of Medium? can somebody tell me?
One thing I learned from the internet: I am clairsentient. I can feel the vibration of other people. Thoughts and emotions of other people. But I mean... So many Strange things have happen to me through out my life to a degree. Too much to write here... But I will write it later.
I took the Zener Cards test, sometimes I'm really good at predicting what card is next. Then other times when I do the test I fail terribly.
Then the weird thing is I can only seem to predict what happens like seconds before it happens, or seconds before a person speaks. I know what they're going to say before they say it! I know what they are going to do before they do it. But put me in front of a card game I am a real loser! I don't know... What is this called?
Can I only predict what people feel and think emotionally. And do I know when spirits are present? Can someone please answer these questions for me...
Thank you so much for reading! what do you guys think?