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Ever Since I Was Young

 

I do not claim to be psychic or a medium or whatever but I do know that I seem to see things others can't. Ever since I was a little girl I have been known to react to/see things before they happen.

In the spring of 2001 is when the visions I guess seem to have started. I was about 7 or 8 years old, when I was in the pool alone with my mother watching me from the deck and I started singing about a Hussein and another man and how they would scare America. My mother got a little worried and asked me what I was talking about and I told her that one of them men would take an air plane and scare America. Which then was accompanied by me getting pulled out of the pool and taken upstairs to my bed and being checked for a fever. That I did not have. My mother is the type to ignore a problem so she just kind of brushed it off. Then September 11 happen and my elementary school was right across the street and she took me home and showed me what happened on TV. And she told me (which I hardly remember). Me laughing and telling my mom that the man from my song had done that to the buildings. And ever since then really I been feeling and seeing things that others can't.

I know the second when someone walks into a room how they feel and sometimes I can feel what they are without even talking to them. Now this has came in handy working in the restaurant business.

But my real problem is what I think is happening with things that happened in the past and it seems to be getting worse. I have always ever since I first been able to talk been talking to what my mother refers to as imaginary friends which as a young child is normal. But not when it comes to teens. Ever since I started experiencing traumatic things in my life I have been what it feels like is being followed. I think I see things that look as real as me and you and hear things that sound real when they aren't there.

Maybe it's from me just always being weird and lonely. And being obsessed with death and paranormal. Maybe I'm going crazy but they have gotten into my dreams, the things I see in my house.

For the past few months now every dream I have had seems to be about death. About me dying in a few ways. Depending on where I sleep it seems like. When I'm at my house I die by going crazy and there is a black guy in a blue jumpsuit there when everything goes white. I get the same feeling from him as I do when I walk in my hallway or the bathroom or basement. Then the other dream is me having a heart attack at work and there is a bright entity with blonde hair and tall and a light blue shirt, and he radiates light. And this is the thing I feel and see whenever I get super depressed or stressed or angry that seems to want to comfort me.

If anyone can help me understand. I would be so happy and willing to listen.

P.s- my aunt and my great grandmother seem to have the same problem as me. My aunt had her kids taken away from her. And my great grandmother was an outcast because of it. Could I have got it from them?

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daniehiggins (1 stories) (1 posts)
 
9 years ago (2011-12-10)
I just always seem to have been obsessed with death and paranormal. When I was younger I was dead convinced I was an alien >_> cried when my mom told me I wasn't. And I always have seem to been more comfortable with the dead then I have been the living.
And I'm out of school so I don't have someone besides friends who are very narrow minded to talk to. And when I was in school my parents made me talk to the counselors. But it was mainly because I always made straight F's and my life style choice "concerned" them.
Also I'm not to found of my mother... She makes fun of me for this. >_>
I was also kept away from my aunt cause she is on the "crazy" side... All tho she just seems stressed to me. My great grandmother I only met once.
And Becky? I do try to keep my mind thinking about other stupid things... Because when I take time and just relax and sit down it normally does wind up with me in a panic attack cause I get depressed.
Becky666 (124 posts)
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9 years ago (2011-12-08)
first off I would like to say that you are not alone in your obsession of death and the supernatural. I find to somewhat avoid that that I always make sure I am busy or around other people.
AnneV (4 stories) (1045 posts) mod
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9 years ago (2011-12-06)
It's my personal opinion two things are going on here. One is that you have had prophetic visions and the other is that you need some guidance on a personal level about your life.

I'll reuse some of your words, "Lonely, traumatized, obsessed" and so on. Couple this with a family history of mental illness and youth, you could end up taking a slippery slope yourself into more mental imbalance. Can you talk to your mother about your feelings?

There are two types of traits we can inherit from our family. One is potential mental ailments (brain formation, chemical imbalance, etc.) but the other, and I'd say more predominant in society, is a cycle or chain pattern of behavior. What I mean by that is, for example; a man beats his son who in turn grows up and beats his son. It's not hereditary per se but a conditioning that has to be worked through to break the cycle from one generation to the next (rather like reincarnation - problem gets repeated until it's thoroughly worked out). You heard your relatives have had mental illness so you just accept this may be you too but take personal responsibility and do your own inner reflection. We can chose to not do anything about our lives or say, "Hey, I'm not my parents, or my grandparents or anyone else I'm related to. I'm me!" and then seek to pursue a higher life. There are plenty of people with chemical imbalances that live great lives with the help of therapy and medication. My own mother was a nut job and I consciously made sure to not repeat her mistakes. We are conscious human beings, not livestock who has little say on how we evolve.

Why are you obsessed with death? I'd see if you can talk to a school counselor if your parents can't help you address this. You're far too young to be consumed about that right now. Something in your mind and your life is amiss and it's beyond hereditary or the ability of an empath.

Best to you.
Anne

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