My name is Megan and I am 18. First off, I'm not very good at writing, never was so I'm sorry if this does not sound right. I've told few people about these experiences, so please don't think I'm crazy. I use to believe I was crazy or just not like other people. I never seem to fit in anywhere. I don't know if that goes with being psychic or not. Recently I've been reading about psychics and browsed the web about the topic. Based on the experiences I've had so far, I believe that I might have some sort of physic ability. Most of my experiences happened when I was a child. But for some reason I've been having more and more. I'll start out with the first weird experience I can remember.
When I was about 3 or 4, I use to lie in my bed and try to sleep. More than once I heard a woman whispering my name in my year. It didn't sound like my mom, but she was the only other female in the house. I use to go to her room and ask if she called me. She would say no and to go back to bed. These memories are very vivid and seem like they happened yesterday. A few years later I was watching an episode about ghosts and happened to ask my mom about our old apartment we lived at and if it was haunted. She told me it was supposed to be, a man killed his wife there. I know this probably sounds crazy, but this is one of my memories.
Around 4 or 5 I was sitting beside my grandma in the car while she was driving. For some reason this has happened more than once but she disappeared. I had a feeling she was there but not. I could not see her, even when I blinked and shook my head. But I could hear her. I saw the wheel turning but could not see her holding it so I grabbed the wheel since I thought no one was holding it and she said, "Megan!, what are you doing!?" I told her I did not see her driving and I was scared we would crash. I don't know why I could not see her. Maybe it was a way of telling me that she would be the first person in my life that I loved, to die.
Another thing that weird is I have very real dreams. I sometimes get dreams mixed up with reality. It seems like the next day is déjà vu after I have a lucid dream. Maybe it is my imagination, but things that go on the next day after my dream felt like it already happened.
When I use to be close to certain people we would finish each others sentences. I also seemed to know when that person called. Many times we would call each other at the same time and the line would be busy.
As you can see a lot of these experiences happened when I was a kid. I do not understand why I don't have them today. Maybe I'm not as psychic as I use to be. When I shared these with friends and family some seemed interested and others laughed and called me crazy. Now all I seem to have is very lucid dreams and déjà vu. I guess I'm just trying to find out who I am. I want to know if I'm psychic or not and if so, how do I hone my skills. Thanks for reading.:)