I moved into my house 8 years ago. Since being built, 2 couples had each spent 18 months in the house and split and I went on to split from my partner 3 years later as well. My neighbor called it the break up house and my ex said he felt he'd never find love if he kept the house so I had it instead. In the meantime, he moved to Dubai has found a wife and has had a baby. Now I want to get married and have a baby but it's as though something is holding me back or preventing me. I have even been engaged to my current on/off guy but he keeps backing away every few months despite saying he loves me, wants to marry and move in then start a family. I thought we would be married by now, he proposed after 4 wks and got me a ring but I broke it when I pulled the front door shut one day, so my partner was offended and thought he should save for a more expensive ring, but I never got another one from him.
Since my ex moved to Dubai, I haven't found peace in my love life and my current on/off guy is reticent to stay over or even move in. It feels as though who ever lives here is destined to be alone, in fact my sister moved in and she keeps getting her heart broken too, although that was also the case before she moved in. I always worried about it being a break up house and I keep breaking up with guys. 4 in the last 5 years. With one ex I even had a spirit come to me in a dream and tell me not to trust him. I woke up checked his phone and found he'd been to another girls house, but later discovered they were just friends. Am I right to feel that I am psychic and I know the house has bad energy/spirit? I have dreamt my mum's spirit is here also and a psychic friend confirmed where she stood in my room, it was exactly the same place as my dream. My on/off guy also stirred from a dream one night asking who was by the window, pointing over by where my mum is supposed to be. He couldn't remember this the next day though and he didn't know about my experience either. I want to move in with my current guy and for us be together and have a baby, but it's as though something always gets in the way. At the moment we are on a split but he says he still loves me and I love him too. I just want things to flow and for this negativity to go. Is it the house, or some kind of bad energy. Should I move?