Since I was in elementary school I could see things before they happen, just simple things though like a show coming on TV days before it came on down to the exact episode, my phone ringing minutes before it actually rang and once I saw the release date to a video game that never existed yet.
Then there is this other weird anomaly. I can't make eye contact with anybody because I get a sickening feeling about them, like they are hiding something and I can't put my finger on it. This happens a lot when I'm around some of the people near me. There are a few times where it doesn't happen with certain people.
I don't know how to explain it. One of my friends is studying quantum physics and says I might be experiencing intense deja vu (something with parallel universes, but I think that's a bit unrealistic), but I think it's something more.
Quantum physics and mechanics are interesting, but psychic ability seems to be more realistic at this point. But if you have a theory on that I'm willing to listen.
I'm afraid to tell people about it in person because I don't want people to think I'm weird. I live in a small town and people are quick to judge. There are a lot of religious people that would probably try to get a demon out of me or something ridiculous like that.
If this is some form of psychic ability I want to learn how to harness or control it so I could get some relevant information. Any help would be appreciated. I'm desperate for answers if that is possible. It would help me.