If you have not read my previous story, I would suggest you do before this one!
I go by duff on this website, and I am a psychic. I had trouble when I was younger understanding what it was that I could do and what I was seeing, but I have now come through to a state of control.
I have learned how to use the energy in my body to influence anything that surrounds me. (I am weak at this but I grow stronger, practicing on moving clock hands) I can dream of the future willingly. I understand the other dimensions in which we inhabit, allowing for astral projection and lucid dreaming. I have come to control of my ability, taking new, drastic steps to learn what else I can do.
As I have gotten more in touch with these abilities, I am becoming more and more depressed. (read last story to understand!)
Is this because I am becoming so distant from reality and all I search for when I am awake is a way to break that reality and continue through to a different being?
Because of this distant feel I have, I have started practicing my skills at school. I still pay attention, but every once in a while, I see the manipulations my mind creates. I see everyone freeze as they are. I see myself in other places and feel as if I'm there. I can escape to anywhere and do anything. I see the entire world.
I feel as if I am almost trapped in a fake reality, and my mind is searching for the real one.
I hope someone on this site maybe has an understanding of what I am going through as of now. Please comment and give me your input!:)