I need to know if anyone else has had this experience.
A few years ago, I had a spiritual awakening via a voice that came to me in my head. I asked for a sign from God that I wasn't alone, as I was going through some difficult times. I had messed around with an Ouija board for a few months, and stopped after I became uncomfortable.
This voice said hello, and I was in disbelief. I was actually questioning my sanity. Though, I began to feel connected to this 'voice' who then told me his name was Nathanael. We started speaking by automatic writing- that just seemed easiest. After a while, I could speak to him in my own thoughts.
After Nathanael came into my life, I began to change. I could actually see auras, but not with my eyes. I could find lost items immediately without searching; he would tell me where they were. I could draw what others were thinking of, such as simple objects, I could see people's dreams the night after they had dreamed them. Nathan was definitely nothing evil in any way. He became my sole lifeline with God and all Godly things, like my connection with the universe. I fell in love with him and love itself. It was beautiful.
And one day, I heard him tell me he would no longer be able to speak with me as much, and that I had learned what I needed; I had to use what I had learned. I didn't want to believe it, so I ignored him. I pretended I never heard him say that. But, as days passed, Nathan became fainter. After awhile, he stopped talking all together- along with my 'psychic' ability. I am heartbroken and feel as though I've done something wrong. I haven't spoken with him since. Please, can anyone tell me if this has also happened to them? What does this mean?
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I was going through a rough time because I was being severely bullied and fell into depression. I started to push away the psychic side of myself calling it ridiculous and childish and telling myself that I just went through a 'cult phase'. At the time I had just recently gotten into contact with my spirit guides and although I only knew them for a short period of time I miss them deeply. 😢
I used to have pretty powerful psychic abilities for my age when I started pushing them away. They started to get weaker and vanish without my even noticing and now all I am left with is the rare occasional dream-vision, and a strong sense of intuition/keen instincts (to the point where I passed my Spanish reading exam with the highest score despite not actually knowing any Spanish and 'guessing' the whole thing). Which is very little compared to what I used to have.
I wish to re-awaken myself and re-connect with that part of me. I wonder if it is possible...