I need to know if anyone else has had this experience.
A few years ago, I had a spiritual awakening via a voice that came to me in my head. I asked for a sign from God that I wasn't alone, as I was going through some difficult times. I had messed around with an Ouija board for a few months, and stopped after I became uncomfortable.
This voice said hello, and I was in disbelief. I was actually questioning my sanity. Though, I began to feel connected to this 'voice' who then told me his name was Nathanael. We started speaking by automatic writing- that just seemed easiest. After a while, I could speak to him in my own thoughts.
After Nathanael came into my life, I began to change. I could actually see auras, but not with my eyes. I could find lost items immediately without searching; he would tell me where they were. I could draw what others were thinking of, such as simple objects, I could see people's dreams the night after they had dreamed them. Nathan was definitely nothing evil in any way. He became my sole lifeline with God and all Godly things, like my connection with the universe. I fell in love with him and love itself. It was beautiful.
And one day, I heard him tell me he would no longer be able to speak with me as much, and that I had learned what I needed; I had to use what I had learned. I didn't want to believe it, so I ignored him. I pretended I never heard him say that. But, as days passed, Nathan became fainter. After awhile, he stopped talking all together- along with my 'psychic' ability. I am heartbroken and feel as though I've done something wrong. I haven't spoken with him since. Please, can anyone tell me if this has also happened to them? What does this mean?