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Hear Voices, Premonitions, Physical Changes, Visits Often

 

I am writing about my metaphysical and psychic experiences because I'm at a point where they are interfering with my daily activities and responsibilities.

I've been an Empath from a very young age; I also have sensed energy, spirits, ghost, and felt that my gift was a curse. My Mother would always tell me that if I am different, that that was ok. For many years she would ask me if there was something I wanted to tell her, and repeated to me that if I was different it is ok. I had no clue what she was talking about, and in my early and mid teens I thought she may have believed I was gay/lesbian. When I asked her, she would just laugh. Come to find out later, she was referring to my gifts (15 years later that is.)

I ignored them, and began a long term love affair with drugs to numb me, and prevent the intense and unforeseen receiving of emotions and energy. Throughout my teens, and drug use, it only happened once a year or so, which was much better than a few times a week. It would happen when in an instant, when I would touch something, or someone would touch me. I rarely touched people, even my family, because of this ability, still to this day; I am not comfortable with physical contact without warning.

After 8 years of numbing, I went to treatment to get clean. My views on life drastically changed, I'm not sure exactly what brought this about. I left treatment early. After, I read many spiritual books, and practiced meditation and energy work regularly. After 3 months of this, everything came back to me. I moved into a new place. Spirits and ghosts visit me regularly, and seem to be multiplying by the night. Every time I take a show (and this isn't new) I feel a presence, and now I am hearing things. Always a high pitched noise, and then inaudible voices, sometimes screaming, or crying. I hear it so clearly that no matter how much I try, every time I take a show, I end up jumping out to check to see what the noises were, or is someone is making them, and I always find nothing. I'm down to showering every 3 days now. I really dread it.

I receive messages from I don't know who. Four days before my Son's Dad's new baby was born, I received a message out of the blue. I heard a voice; it said" The baby is going to die." Twice. The baby was born four days later, and died sixteen days after.

I get ringing in my ears, I hear things two blocks away, or in my sister's apartment through the walls, or my watch in the bathroom medicine cabinet, with the door closed, just ticking away. My diet has changed; I eat whole foods, no animal products or meat, and often don't even want to eat. I have lost a lot of weight. I can't focus on my schoolwork like I use to. My deodorant doesn't work anymore, I alternate, and all 4 of the brands I have just don't work anymore. I am always FREEZING cold. Sometimes I can't help but sleep for most of the day. I hear more voices, different voices, whenever I ask a question; it's answered, in a loving way, but by whom? I see shapes and colors, and this physical world sometimes melting away, as if it isn't real, like I see a hologram (my walls become holographic.) Sometimes I feel I'm just going crazy, but know I am not. This clairaudience is something completely new to me. I am freaked out by it. I want to develop my gifts, and use them for the greater good.

Please, if you have any advice, I am more than grateful for you sharing.

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honeybeeprincess (guest)
 
10 years ago (2012-02-24)
Hi there, this is me too! Exactly the same experiences! It just started a few months ago with me, and now I have a permanaent voice in my head but all the other symptoms youve expressed I have been dealing with. Two heads make better than one! Email me so we can discuss it! Lilatlbb [at] gmail.com
Thank you
Melissa
Mubashir (285 posts)
 
10 years ago (2012-02-19)
Well you are right about that blankets2222 and you don't have to give a long explaination anyways. You could have said I wasn't talking to you mubashir and end of pointless discussion.
blankets2222 (13 posts)
 
10 years ago (2012-02-18)
Mubashir- Common sense tells me that if a post you just read makes absolutely no sense to you that you would think hm, maybe this doesn't pertain to me. Dare I say, you might stop and think... Does this make sense with what I just read about the OTHER person. When I say ORIGINAL story... That means where all of this originated or BEGAN. After all, I originally wasn't initiating conversation with you about your life hobbies, where you chat, nor do I need your help. I don't want her personal information either. I think you are getting a bit confused because you are poking your nose into other people's conversations and reading into them like they pertain to you. If what I'm saying doesn't make sense to you, it is because I am not TALKING to you. But, from now on I'll make sure I put the name before ANY response. Just to avoid this annoying situation I've just had to explain to you.
Mubashir (285 posts)
 
10 years ago (2012-02-18)
lol you should be more speific about what you are saying. Well what you said is still unlclear. Well if you want personal information about that person, so you should ask him directly, and you gotta write the name of that person as well. Otherwise someoneelse will answer your post just like me man.lol
blankets2222 (13 posts)
 
10 years ago (2012-02-18)
It's cool. My mistake with the name mixup. Yeah, I just joined this site like two days ago. Good to know... That's actually not what I was trying to do but cool.
Mubashir (285 posts)
 
10 years ago (2012-02-18)
Oh I see. Lol my bad. Well go to the top and you can see a heart mark with the name of author and with the title of the topic. If you are talking about how to add them to your favourites, then that's how its done. By they way my name is Mubashir not Mushabir.lol
blankets2222 (13 posts)
 
10 years ago (2012-02-18)
Mushabir- From when I wrote... "And to add to the original story"... I was referring to the person who original posted her story. The response I wrote about AIM Chat was also to the person who originally posted.
shapeshifter78 (2 stories) (169 posts)
 
10 years ago (2012-02-18)
This sometimes happens to me once in a while, usually when I am alone for periods of time and some type of stimuli sets it off. It might be seeing a sad movie or just me thinking to myself. I feel alone and think different lessons that I have learned. It feels like I am realizing the most somber lessons of life that I only learned when I was around 7 I guess. That everything will end one way or another. (what is funny is that I learned this after seeing a episode of power rangers and thinking before I went to bed. I literally started crying when I realized that one day they woupd stop making episodes and my mind branched out off of that to see the big picture. Kind of a big revelation for a little kid that discovered something that some grownups might have not
Realized yet.
Mubashir (285 posts)
 
10 years ago (2012-02-18)
Well blankets2222 my friend. Lets see what I do in my normal routine. I cook sometimes, doing house works,studies,sometimes my favourite nap near the heater.lol,chatting and talking to new people, helping people in need, posting comments on different forums and so many stuff I do almost everyday. As for my past I don't like many things either, sometimes I wish they never happened. So I don't care much about what happened in my past now. Past is a book that is written so you can't do anything about it, present is what you are writing in it, happy things or sad things. Well I am writing happy things and future is a book that will be written either good or bad. So try to cheer up and forget about what happened, see what lies ahead of you.
blankets2222 (13 posts)
 
10 years ago (2012-02-18)
Mubashir, that's helpful, thank you.

And to add to the original story, I know what you mean about sleeping all day and barely feeling like you can do simple things like shower. I am the same way. It sucks. I dropped out of college a few weeks ago and took a leave of absence at my job. I've never been so disappointed with myself. It's like I want to be psychic but I want to understand what the hell is going on... And right now I am gaining a little insight, but still not functioning properly. The healer has been helping me clear energy blockages though and a lot of trauma from my past... Which for me, is a large part of the problem. I think my issues are a combination of past traumas/issues I've been holding onto, and the added psychic abilities making me MORE lost/anxious/upset. As I said though, definitely up for talking. And you're not alone or powerless!
Mubashir (285 posts)
 
10 years ago (2012-02-17)
Well I don't have AIM but when it comes to chatting I do it on a site chatango or sometimes yahoo messanger and yeah there isn't any IM on this site. 😢
blankets2222 (13 posts)
 
10 years ago (2012-02-17)
Yeah that'd be cool, do you have AIM? I probably won't be back at my computer until later today though. I haven't used AIM in YEARS though haha... There isn't an IM on this site is there?
Mubashir (285 posts)
 
10 years ago (2012-02-17)
Well you can't say that there is no one to help you in psychic matters. I have experienced many things myself like bieng an animal magnet, premontitions (everyday),telepathy (a little), empath (almost everytime), strange visions,whispers,and strange stuff like that. I don't discuss such things with my parents because I once told my mom about some of my experiences she laughed and said don't watch too much movies. Lol I was pretty annoyed by things until I came here. Well things are pretty peaceful around me when I can discuss my experiences with people like me.
As for my psychic advices, I first ask God for help and then people here give pretty good tips on such matter.
4rmLuv2u (1 stories) (1 posts)
 
10 years ago (2012-02-17)
Thank you so much for sharing your experiences. I have felt like I had no one to help me through this, or give me any advice, and I appreciate you, and this site, so much. I would love to get the contact info for the healer you mentioned. Also, if you'd like, perhaps we could chat in IM, and share more of our experiences with each other. Let me know. Thanks!
blankets2222 (13 posts)
 
10 years ago (2012-02-17)
I meant to say that she gives you your first session free over the phone*.
blankets2222 (13 posts)
 
10 years ago (2012-02-17)
I've been told by different psychics that you can turn your awareness on and off, to a certain degree. Some things I've been told you can never get rid of, but other things you can. Just speak to your guides (outloud or in your head) and tell them to only bring you positivity (to cut out the crying/screaming that is frightening you).

I received Reiki 2 years ago, and with my first alignment I began experiencing clairaudience. I then moved on to getting a Reiki 1 attunement and since then I've been clairaudient and clairvoyant. The clairaudience for me started out with only the high-pitched noise and then on a few occasions I heard my name spoken to me (in voices different than my own). Now I get different pitched sounds other than just the high pitched one. When I was able to discern voices there was one male and one was female. More recently I've experienced (only a few times) smelling things (clairgustance I've heard it called or one of the other "clair" gifts).

Psychics have told me I am a natural healer and that I am also clairsentient. I don't notice the clairsentience too much but definitely sounds like what you experience when you hug people. I never liked being hug either growing up. But, I also didn't know how to treat affection sometimes so I don't know which was which. I am claustrophobic too.

I am now experiencing a lot of trouble as well dealing with my gifts. The most difficult thing for me currently is being around people because I think I am overly empathic too (which could be a good thing don't get me wrong) but... I feel SO responsible and guilty for everyone's negative emotions. I hate that I can't fix them, but I'm also sick of trying to be that people-saver at the same time. I don't know where to draw the line a lot. It also has made me see normal socialization as a facade, because I seem to think that in their presence I can tell what is really going on to a certain degree that they are masking. This might sound a bit weird but I think that I see in people's body language/facial expressions what they are thinking about/referring to in a subliminal way. I also notice people's lips moving and speaking to themselves when they aren't aware of it often. I for the first time saw myself doing this in the mirror the other day. Kind of like my unconscious was talking to myself.

I hear my own thoughts played back in my head throughout the day, and I often hear spiritual messages in a similar voice in my head. Haha, some of these things might seem everyday, not out of the ordinary, but I feel like I notice them a lot now. And in a different way. I've been to many psychics since then trying to heal myself and understand my gifts. Many things I experience, other psychics have not though, and this frustrates me.

I experience precognition, that comes and goes. Some days I will have the t.v on in the background but not be listening to it... And in the other room I'll be doing something and be picking up on the next couple of words that the t.v says. I hear those in my head but in my own voice. The guides bring things to me in words/writing a LOT. I get these stupid precognitive things a lot too though, as judgmental as that sounds. Like, the other day... I got the thought "A is for Aardvark". And I laughed because I learned that phrase from Sesame Street or something and hadn't heard it since I was maybe 7? Haha, then a few days later I was browsing the internet and there was an ad that had a man with the last name Aardvark. My current healer says that guides/spirits don't always give you things that have great meaning. So, I'm kind of at the point where I'm constantly trying to decode the meaning and there may or may not be one. I was getting a lot of messages like that, that seemed pretty trivial consistently this week. But, then I sort of tuned myself out of that I think and my clairvoyance was really strong. I saw a blue figure the other day in front of my doorway, like 6 feet tall but it was very quick. Like I went to leave my room and it was just there and then gone. I feel like I noticed some kind of "grid pattern" to it but I can't be sure because that happened really quickly. I get these twinkly lights around me all the time, and I can see auras sometimes. But, I usually only make out one layer of it (I think) and that is white. I can sometimes see colors but only in snippets. The twinkly lights can show up anywhere though. And for the past year they have been gold/white. I saw orbs that were different colors appear for a while too.

Another occurence that started in the past few weeks for me is the bright yellow/whitish flashes out the corner of my eye (basically all the time). These I am told are my guides too. I also get dark moving flashes though too, and those have not been determined.

Two nights ago, there was like a full blown light show in my bedroom. There were the small twinkling lights (some became like fairy dust), and they were prominent, then there were white light balls which were like almost bouncing off my walls shooting around so fast, they would also stretch out too. Kind of like a cartoon gust of wind (if you have any idea what I mean haha, like the ones forecasting weather when it's like a ball at one end and a trailing sort of tail). Then, I got really scared because I looked up and saw this bright blue light, about a few feet wide, and it was like something was emerging from it but I immediately shut it down. I gasped loudly and panicked. It was the brightest color I had ever seen before. But, I definitely freaked. My description of that would be like in a movie set (I guess you could say) when there is a person who rips through this white paper background. But, it was blue and it was like the blue was coming from the background that was my room.

Sorry, this is ALL over the place and A TON of words. I figured maybe by getting it all out there you could pick anything that you feel you can relate to.

I have been told by many psychics to not be afraid. To ask the Archangels to protect you and for your guides to protect you. And to use your intention to attract only spirits that seek to help you. I've only had one experience with a spirit that I knew wasn't my guides/angels. It was in an old house I lived in and it made me VERY uncomfortable. It kind of hovered over my back and I froze and knew immediately that it wanted me to leave. If the voice is answered lovingly, I'd say it's guides or angels. I am definitely a beginner though and what I've been told is mostly from other psychics/healers. Although, I've also had many experiences that they couldn't quite understand either...

All the best to you! I know a very reasonable healer who might be able to help you understand some stuff better if you want her contact information. She gives you your free session with her over the phone (no obligation to continue at all).

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