This story is mostly for you guys who are trying to figure out what OBEing is, or just want something to read. This is for anyone who was suddenly thrown into this strange sense of hyper-awareness and wound up stumbling through life without a clue as to how to deal with your gifts.
As a child, I was psychically gifted. I remember going outside when I was little and playing with these lights that would always follow me around, and I have always had a real gift for healing and clairvoyance. As I grew older my awareness really started fading until the point where I couldn't ever remember anything special happening to me, but I always felt like an outsider wherever I went.
After my gifts were dormant for a few years, I had a dream, my first precognition. I knew something bad was about to happen, and at the time, my life was falling completely apart. A few days later, I found out my uncle had an aneurysm. I knew he was in the hospital, but the next day during school something freaky happened. I was having lunch in the cafeteria (I was in 8th grade at the time), and all of a sudden the cafeteria disappeared and I was suspended in darkness. All I could do was hear things. I heard the distinct sound of helicopter blades, but it was much louder than I had ever heard it before, and I could hear the sounds of all kinds of monitors. I felt the faint beating of a heart, like I was unconscious laying down, but I knew where I was and could hear everything going on. I suddenly felt a sense of release and I heard monitors going off, that distinct sound that you hear when someone's heart stops and sets them off. The only words I heard then were "We're losing him!" and I felt a sudden pressure on my chest and like I was floating. I knew he was gone. Then I saw a flash of light and I was back in the cafeteria, shaking in my chair. I remember my friends telling me that I looked like I saw a ghost (irony lol), and I was shaken up the rest of the day. When I got back home, my parents told me that he had been in critical condition, so they tried to fly him to a hospital where they could better take care of him, but he died mid-flight.
After that experience, all of my gifts started coming back. I would get visions during school and hear people's thoughts. I could see auras and feel most every emotion of every person in a given room. I also have a gift for some forms of elemental telekinesis as well as a few others. If any of you had an experience like that, or really any experience at all you would care to share, I would love to hear it in the comments:) I hope you all are having a wonderful day:)
Love and Light
~Olivia
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"once we have enough understanding to pose the question, it would seem possible to be able to handle the answer"
Where does the sidewalk of the universe end if it came from nothing and is expanding into nothingness? Science can handle the general gist of the question of how energy comes together over time like an oven baking a very specialized cake that encompasses everything you see. My meaning being that certain understanding leads to certain questions but the answers can lead to expansions of conciousness that would change the culture and psyche of those that find such answers. No different than figuring out electricity and powering the world only to later figure out nucular fusion and splitting atoms for atomic weapons. Extreame examples but they fit the bill.
Applying the same idea to inner dimensions of a person, what if you have already lived since time began? What if you're already ancient in ways that would appear godlike and downright scary to your limited human perspective. You can seek whatever you have interest in finding and I'm sure you will find it if you want to. In my eyes, your subconcious/ spirit already knows the answer to what you search for, it's simply a matter of how it's filtered back into your own life from a perspective that you would understand and be able to utilize without confusion. Otherwise it's simply excess baggage to carry around... Sorry, feeling like I'm ranting on... One of my favorite ways to understand is simply tell yourself that you'll automatically understand your dreams and the symbols upon waking... Try it consistently for several weeks just as your falling asleep and you should see results. Another is to have a question in mind while walking a bookstore and randomly open any book to any page and read whatever line your eyes go to... It can be spookily accurate. Hope that helps.