For as long as I can remember, I could see spirits, I could communicate with them, sense them and feel their emotions. This was normal for me; I did not know anything different. Around age 17 I stopped seeing my spirit guide and felt abandoned and shut myself off.
Almost a year ago, the sight started coming back along with the sensing of spiritual energies. I can see the energy of living people and the non-living. I normally see white, pale pink and pale green colors. Most recently, I witnessed a dark shadow in my home (this I felt right away was not good). I immediately called the "Medicine Man" as he is called on the reservation (I work with children on the same reservation). He will be blessing my home 4/20/12.
I have always been told that I am very intuitive. I can tell a lot about a person without saying a word to them or them to me. I knew when my sister was in a car accident before the hospital called. I knew my sister killed herself in another state before I received the call from the detective. When I asked the detective how I felt my sister died; he was silent he asked how I could have known that. I knew the time she died because I felt the gunshot to my head.
The newest experiences that I do not remember ever having are flashes in my head of events. So far these have been events before they actually happen. This has only happened a few times.
Now with all this written down, I'm overwhelmed and do not know how to deal with all of these abilities. How do I fine tune them? Last time it was just something I had all my life. Now I'm grown with children of my own and I do not know how to focus on one of them or a few of them.
I never lost the intuitiveness or the empathic abilities. I've recently learned to tell my emotions from someone else's (whew!) But I do not know how to focus in on my sight of spirits and communicating with them again. Does anyone have any guidance?