It all started two years ago. It was at night, I was in my living room, I was reading and when I looked up I saw a shadow on the wall. The first time I saw it; it was just a black silhouette. I kind of panicked but then I controlled myself and started thinking I was crazy. But at the same time I have always been a "spiritual" person. When I looked away the shadow disappeared.
The second time I saw something, it was on the same place. It was like the shadow of a black hand, it was kind of saying, "come to me"; it had an extended finger and it was like calling me. Again I looked away and it disappeared.
On the same week, I was walking down the hall (my house has two floors), I glanced at the stairs and for a second I saw like a white entity walking on the first floor of my house, this time I ran to my room and was frightened.
Form that day on I haven't really seen anything. I have tried meditating; opening my third eye, there was a time when I could see (I won\'t all it auras) like white orbs around people. But I always fall on the same pattern. I'm in and out of this psychic awaking, I try to open my third eye, fail, forget about it and then again try to open it. I don't know why but something always brings me back to psychic development. I would really like to see again, I know that I probably blocked my own eye but I have tried unblocking it. Even though I try not to be scared I still am. Like when I finish meditating I try not to look around my room. I regularly get a tingling sensation on my third eye area.
Others things that I have tried are gemstone therapy and reki. But something strange happens every time I pry, meditate or do something spiritually related. I feel a tingling sensation in my left upper back, sometimes it's really strong and I would like to know what it mean. If you have any Idea of what this means please tell me.
I would really appreciate if someone could help me to get into the right path, what could I do to stop falling into this patter? What can I do to reopen my third eye? How could I stop being afraid of seeing? What does the tingling sensation mean?
Thank you very much for reading this!