I've been different since I can remember lots of things have happened to me while growing up that are undeniable; but since I turned 17 I've been able to feel what others feel. It continues to get stronger, and for a while it threw me into a depression, I couldn't figure out why I felt all these emotions or the over whelming feeling that I could sense things that weren't there physically. I've recently discovered I can make others calm just by what I can only describe as pushing on them.
I don't have to touch them, and I feel cold when I do it, like my skin is numb. One time just to see what I could do when I really try a friend asked me to show her; she got weak, and said that she just felt dizzy, like she could not breathe. I'm frightened by myself, am I just going crazy or is this real? I wanted to think she was faking, I find I'm always arguing with myself, how is it possible for me to feel their emotions? The only way to describe it is like there is a little jelly orb for each person and when they feel something strongly it's like a spike shoots from that orb.
I can also sense pretty well when someone is being untrue or when they are thinking something other than what their saying. I'm constantly telling myself that I'm imagining all of this, but 20 years of memories can't be wrong right? I've tried looking for guidance, but all I've found are fake psychics and tarot card readers, I need someone who can tell me what's going on and what I should do. I need Guidance, if anyone has been going through this and has figured out what is going on or knows what I'm going through, please, anything is helpful.