First off, Let me give you some background. Please bear with me, I know its long and I will be posting other stories that have happened with some of my abilities but this is a current experience and I'm a little confused. I have always known I had SOME abilities but for a long time I didn't know what it was. From time to time I have dreams that will happen exactly word for word with the exact events playing out, I have had obe, deja vu and what I believe is electrokinesis, along with other things. But my abilities aren't exactly the strongest and they happen at random. Growing up my parents always passed it off as, oh it's just a woman's intuition, because my mom was extremely intuitive too. The thing is, she doesn't believe in a lot of paranormal stuff and thinks I'm weird for being interested in psychic abilities and other dimensions. My dad always told me I needed to stop because it's all in my head and I'm "inviting evil into my life by thinking about it." He said I'm a walking neon sign for bad spirits because I show interest in things we can't see. So as you can see there was definitely no support from them, which caused me to sort of lock it all away.
However, over the past few months I've gained new interest in it since having a few experiences again. Like I said, I have no control over these occurrences and they just sort of happen; so lately I have been practicing gaining some control. I have been meditating, and practicing with electrokinesis (I hate not being able to have control when it happens because it can really hurt) and exercising some of the other abilities I have.
But two weeks ago I started hearing a voice. It sounds like a young man in his early 20's, kind but slightly mechanical and comes to me in different places. I swear to you I thought I was crazy until I realized it comes to me when I am either in danger or sad. The first time I heard it I was walking, it was getting dark and I was starting to get a bad feeling. I picked up the pace and was about a half mile from my house, I kept looking over my shoulder. No one was around and so I thought I was just psyching myself out. Seconds later, I heard it, soft, just above a whisper but slightly panicky it said "go now. Run." I freaked of course, but took off running. About 10 seconds after that I heard a blood curdling scream behind me. I can't tell you what it was because I didn't look back until I got to my house, but it's too out of the ordinary to be a coincidence. Other times I can feel a presence, I feel like something is wrapping itself around me from behind. It sounds strange, but it's comforting because as soon as it happens I feel instantly calm. It's so light that it doesn't feel like an actual living person but it's definitely enough to feel that something is there. This has been happening a lot lately, accompanied by vivid dreams on the days I have experiences. I always wake up feeling tired after them like I didn't really sleep.
Just the other day I heard the voice again, louder this time. I was going to go for a walk again but as I was putting my shoes on I got a chill up my spine, then I heard his voice "don't go that way." I remember thinking, I'm just going to the school track, no big deal. But then I decided to go somewhere else and sure enough someone had broken into the school when I would have been there. I could have either been hurt or blamed for it, either way I'm glad he warned me!
Reading back through this I must sound like a total nut case, trust me when I say I wouldn't believe it either if it didn't keep happening to me! But the more I have experiences and practice, the stronger and more frequent they seem to come. I'm not scared, nor do I feel threatened by it, just wondering if anyone else has had experiences like this and what it could possibly be. I'm confused by a lot of what is happening to me lately because it all started rushing back to me after my divorce 6 months ago and I still have so much to learn! Thank you for taking the time to read this, I appreciate any help!