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I have always seen auras, and since I was a child, I would occasionally accurately picture people from seeing their gravestone, or reading about them. I sometimes just know things about the personal histories of people I meet. I never shared this with anyone, for fear that I would be considered a lunatic, or mentally unbalanced. I am now in my 40's, and have begun to have visions, like an abbreviated movie in flash sequences, but accumulated, they tell a story. It started a few months ago as dreams, and is now happening while I am awake.

The violent visions began when I was walking through a wooded area, looking for an abandoned cemetery. I was trying to help someone find the grave of an ancestor for her family tree. I got a clear and horrifying vision of a young woman being assaulted in the copse of trees where I was standing. I felt her terror, my heart seemed to stop beating, and I felt nauseous and just wanted to run from there as quickly as I could.

A few weeks ago, I was working late at home, and was rubbing my eyes when saw an elderly woman dragged out of her window at a nursing home, raped and beaten to death. I finally shared this with my aunt, a close and trusted friend, and she suggested I google the vision to see if it was real or a dream. I found out that it was an unsolved crime from 25 years ago, and the story included pictures of the victim and the location, and it was exactly what I had seen.

I went to visit my cousins' graves to place flowers for them, and saw and heard my cousin speaking to me. I saw snapshots of things he had done with family that I was not a party to, and knew nothing about before that day. He gave me messages for his mother and brothers that made no sense to me, but when I worked up the courage to tell his mother, made perfect sense to her. This was the first time that I have heard someone in that manner.

Yesterday, I saw a woman being beaten and raped with an umbrella, and got a distinct view of the perpetrator. I believe that this was a crime that has occurred in the not so distant past, that has also not been adjudicated, but I have made no effort yet to verify its accuracy. I don't know if I really want to know, or what to do if I discover that it did actually occur.

These violent visions are very difficult for me to handle, as I feel the terror of the victim, as if I were they. I also occasionally hear garbled voices now that I do not recognize, saying things I cannot comprehend, especially when I am tired. They are not frightening, satanic or evil, they just make no sense to me, as they do not relate to my life or those in it. I am having trouble sleeping, as I wake up with visions, and am terrified to go back to sleep, but it is an endless cycle. The more exhausted I get, the more voices I hear, and the more these movies and snapshots run through my mind.

I could not have read about or seen these crimes on the news, as they seem to be taking place in a city to which I just recently moved. I do not understand what is happening to me, or how to stop it, and regain control of my mind. Is it possible that I am suffering from some type of physical or mental illness, or is there another reason or explanation for the onset of these horrifying images? I am an intelligent, educated woman, and it is difficult for me to accept that I cannot control what I see and hear. Has this happened to any of you? I would greatly appreciate any advice or direction that may help in stopping these visions and voices, and allowing me to regain the control I have always had.

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bjordan3 (1 stories) (3 posts)
 
12 years ago (2008-09-25)
You have an amazing gift, and I believe it was given to you for a reason. If there was a way for you to present yourself to the sherrif's department as a psychic and give them your history and how many times you've been correct in the past, perhaps they would listen to you. Many police/detective teams employ the use of psychics in order to solve a case, so they may just listen to you instead of writing you off as a lunatic. Of course you would want to go about this carefully, as you wouldn't want to just tell a police officer details about a crime that you shouldn't know and get yourself tagged as a suspect. Perhaps you should try to contact another psychic who has worked for a police team before and find out how to go about it properly.
veron01 (2 stories) (24 posts)
 
12 years ago (2008-07-12)
Hi, your not alone. I have been where you are now. I have the same thing, seeing things from various places that sometimes isn't the nicest. But I will say, I'm afraid we have to take the good with the bad, and we learn how to deal with our abilities by the way we handle these types of situations. I have had this happen time and time again, also through the television, there was a medium and I saw everything through the t.v before he did. I dealt with it by saying to myself, yes it happenned, but I shouldn't be involved. I cut it off and started reading a book instead. Sometimes it's the spirit of the perpetrator you will see, not actually the victim, and this can be bad. Don't try to dwell on what you have seen, or contact who you see as a victim, as it is most likely the perpetrator of these crimes trying to find a way to come home and attach itself to you because of the emotion you feel seeing these images. This is harsh, but when this happens, cut it off straight away, as ghosts of this nature are trying to feed off your fear and find the energy of a disturbed psychic irresistible.
Feel free to e.mail me if you want anymore help. I know what you are going though.
Love and light veron
oxIsabellaxo (1 posts)
 
12 years ago (2008-02-11)
Kim, in these visions, you're not alone. I've had to deal with them aswell, often sharing them unwillingly with my friends who call me in hysterics.

Although what Edmund is suggestion works, my Grandmother, who also had this when she was a child, suggested 'closing the door'. Although this may sound peculiar it has it's advantages. I cannot describe exactly how it works as we each have different methods. Just harness your chakra and work your ways.
6senses (1 stories) (6 posts)
 
12 years ago (2008-02-10)
I can see why you would want to not see such disturbing things all the time. The cops in this world would probably not believe you, but if your aunt can help you think of some other way to get these crimes solved then this gift can give people justice, and even save lives. But ask your aunt, don't try this alone! 😊
Edmund (578 posts)
 
12 years ago (2008-02-04)
GlendaSC... I'm about three months older than you... So young lady you enjoy the young years... 😁... Kims2467 The religion /spiritual stuff is something you have to discover. It has to fit you and if your psychic and have had a taste of the paranormal it shouldn't be a stretch to believe or to know about the good side. The thing is its not as much a religious preference as it is a belief. A spiritual center of sorts that is unmoveable in the face of the paranormal. It is a journey of sorts and it is a very important one given what your up against !
GlendaSC (5 stories) (1475 posts)
 
12 years ago (2008-02-01)
I went through this. Avoid the bad stuff if you have to - fight if off and focus on people closer. I hate ugly stuff. It's there, but I avoid it. That is my choice. I avoid astral voyages sometimes, a lot, but they come back. We don't loose it by avoiding. It isn't bad to pick and choose. My life is fine. Maybe we have to pick our worlds. I try to walk that line. I think living and taking care of people is nice. Stuff is okay. I like it, but live in a gated place. I just like the security so it isn't necessary to confront someone.
GlendaSC (5 stories) (1475 posts)
 
12 years ago (2008-02-01)
Edmund - you are the voice of history and reason and knowing. I am the voice of feelings and voyages. Not a bad partnership. Young souls need it. I don't. Often wonder why I am here truthfully but it is interesting. I hope that is not insulting. When you get older, it happens. Enjoy the young years - I did.
kims2467 (1 stories) (1 posts)
 
12 years ago (2008-02-01)
Edmond:

Thank you for the advice. I will be staying out of places that seem to bring this on. Where can I get the spiritual help that you mentioned? Is there a website, book, etc that I can avail myself of in order to better understand this?
Edmund (578 posts)
 
12 years ago (2008-01-31)
kims2467... Thats powerfull stuff that's going on and its going to take quite an effort to gain a measure of control over it. First off some common sense remarks... Stay out of cemetaries, funeral homes, and any place you feel that might be haunted or have had death attached to it at least for now. When you see or have a vision of murder and or rape you in your mind need to surround that person in light... The light of love and to say a prayer for them. It helps the spirit/soul to move into the light because it maybe as simple as... This is what happened to me help... And truly the only help you can give is understanding and to help them move on.

Now the other part of this... Obv. You are sensitive to spirits and believe me they know it. And some spirits that are less than nice will abuse it. They have really nothing else to do so you need to protect yourself spiritually and that requires faith and prayer to a large extent... Generally greater than the hauntings that are taking place in your life. There is a lot of spiritual/religious help to be had and its the only way to control the visions and slow this down to a level that you can handle.

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