I have posted a previous story a couple years back and I feel that I am in desperate need of help. I have been a sensitive/psychic since a young age. I won't get in to many details because I have already wrote them on my last post.
I feel as if my abilities have in a way, vanished. I have always been able to communicate with spirits and see them since I was a child.
I experienced a traumatic event in 2009 where my best friend died from an overdose. As I wrote in my last post, I seen him at his memorial and haven't seen much of him since then. I held a séance with 2 close friends a couple months after his passing and supposedly he came through. The oddest thing happened during the séance. A giant neon lime green orb appeared on the ceiling. It was the size of the dining room. I was the most beautiful thing I have seen. I believe that was him. After the séance, I haven't really had much of anything going on. I may still have a mental block of some sort? Recently I was with my closest friends which were also friends of one that passed, One of them snapped a picture of everyone. In the picture, the green orb appeared. I was amazed to see it. No spiritual contact since.
I am worried that my mental block has completely taken over and I will not be able to connect with the other side again. I loved my abilities even though they scared me at times. I have lost 2 other close family members since, which brought upon a lot of grief. Is it possible to see and connect again? Can anyone please tell me what's going on. I don't feel whole anymore. Spirits were a big part of my life. Even though I am having a hard time communicating with the other side I still feel some of my other "gifts"...Just not the major ones like seeing/hearing and so forth.
Please help in anyway you can.