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The Story Of My Abilities

 

I suppose I first started to realize I was "different" when I was 14. I began to notice that I was feeling emotions that most certainly were not my own, and that they were coming from other people. Nowadays I am so used to it, that it seems completely normal, but back then it was a little tough to get used to. Feeling other people's emotions was rather tough to sort out, and just how I really felt about it. It got harder as I came to know the reasons behind people's sadness, joy, anxiety, etc, and just what I would do with that information. At first I thought I was just going crazy, and at times I really hoped that that would be the case, particularly when it was a really bad experience like how I knew someone had just suffered the loss of a spouse, or when I knew a husband was cheating on his wife. Yet it was also good when I knew just how much a couple loved each other, or the celebration of a new child. I have never had to experience such things myself, but I know what such experiences feel like. As time passed, what I knew about people I kept finding out to actually be true, and this presented the problem of what I would do knowing I could know these things about people. Shouldn't I tell someone if I know their husband is cheating on them?

The problem would be that I would have a tough time convincing them, and I would have no real proof to back up my accusation. Also what would I do if I was wrong? As much as I might have wished that I would finally be wrong this time, or the next time, or whenever, I wasn't wrong, and my heart would ache for someone I couldn't help, but knew what they were going through. I have learned to just deal with it, and accept that there is not a whole lot I can do, which is made even harder when I have a vision of their future and find out how it will all work out, which is great if it is a good future, but sad when it isn't.

I spent a great deal of time since then to figure things out. I had never really believed in psychics or any of that pseudoscience stuff until stuff started happening to me, and it was a struggle to accept who and what I am, yet I can no longer deny it. I actually didn't tell anyone for years about my gift as I felt that most of the people in my life I either couldn't trust, or wouldn't accept it. Even now, there are only a few people who know about it.

I figured out eventually that it wasn't just a passive thing, and that I could use it whenever I wanted or that I didn't actually have to be near the person to read them. I found that I could read anyone I wanted and not only could I know their emotions, but find out just about everything I wanted to know about them. How they felt about certain individuals, what their hopes and dreams were, how their parents treated them, even their deepest darkest secrets, etc. Pretty much the sky is the limit, and I can find out from any person anywhere, anyplace, anytime. There are very very few people I cannot read and that is because they have abliities of their own and know how to shield themselves. However, whenever I am around such individuals I have the ability to see and experience what they can, such as if the individual can see spirits, I can too, even though I don't normally possess such a power.

The powers that remain my own, however, give me enough to deal with anyway. I seem to have a lot of them, and most of them are pretty strong, which caused me to doubt for some time that what I was experiencing was real, after all, no one should be able to do all these things right?

I also have the ability to receive perfect answers to questions, and whenever I have a question, I can just start writing and the words come to me. When it applies to people that I have read, I know exactly how to help them, even though I usually can't without telling them about my abilities. The few people that do know about me I'm always able to help as I know what they are going through before they can even tell me, and I know how to help them through it.

Bottom line: I just want to help people. I'm not in it for the money or for fame, but to be able to continue making a difference in people's lives.

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sensoryguy (1 stories) (22 posts)
 
7 years ago (2012-09-03)
first of all, I just want to say, holly crap! This is strange but at the same time it's amazing! What you said at the end especially "the lake" I feel like there is a lot of positive energy inside me, like allot. But I feel so vulnerable to things, like negative energy and arguments and misunderstanding each other as family and friends and situations. The positive energy inside me is very calm and content if you will but ripples easily from even a light sprinkle. And I am trying to understand what this is I feel about the world and where exactly it comes from and what I meant meant to do with it and how to tap into all of it. Crazy14... The weird thing is that many people I come across adults and kids my age tell me I'm really wise for my age, and I have understanding beyond my years and perceptive and spiritual, but I don't know where is comes from! I want to know who and what I am. The origins of my soul. And I know that sounds weird to but, I just have so many questions! I feel like I was just dropped off on this planet and I don't fit in. My way of thinking, my way of looking at life and how I feel life is so different then what I see those feel around me and think around me. I pick up on people's vibes instantly, and literally feel what there aura feels like. Bad or good and sensations and textures as well. I have a bit of telepathy and empathic abilities as well, I can also manipulate fire /make it tall short, flickering, bending and such. I talk to nature and animals in a made up tongue and feel the stars when I look up at them, they give off so much heat it shakes me sometimes. I recently discovered that I am a crystal child but still confused about somethings. I also feel this strong urge and pull toward my spiritual path of light, and feel like I am meant to help the world around me. There is so much more, but I don't know how to express all it, without overloading people with who I am. Thx again for your insight which was right in the key hole!
ally_26 (2 stories) (50 posts)
 
7 years ago (2012-08-29)
The reasons why I would like to be read is because I kind of feel lost in the sense of who I am. I am also currently going through a spiritual awakening and before that I thought I knew what the future would hold for me, but now I'm not so sure because everything around me seems to be changing.
I'm also really curious since I never had anyone read me before. Again its your choice not mine and I've already sent you my email.

Have a nice day 😊
crazy14 (2 stories) (28 posts)
 
7 years ago (2012-08-29)
Thanks to everyone who has commented or posted, or emailed me about reading them. For the people who have posted or asked me about reading them, I would be happy to, but I would prefer that you tell me what the reasons behind me reading you are. It makes things easier on me so that I know exactly what to look for. It's not like I can't find out what they are, but not only do I have to get the answer, I have to get the question as well, which takes even more time and energy, and though I am usually right, I still doubt myself, even though I have read people successfully many, many times. It also let's me know I am going in the right direction.
To sensoryguy, if you are trying to find out where you fit into your understanding, as I believe that you are, I'll tell you. The answers lie deep within you, and it is always an ongoing process. I can promise you that you will never fully receive all of the knowledge and information you are looking for. That being said these are answers to at least some of the questions you have had. Yes, the purpose of life is to obtain happiness and become closer to god, but it will require some effort as well. Also the powers and your angels that you have guiding you will allow you to do know what that effort entails. You have been looking deeply inside yourself and reflecting on what is there and what is good about you and those things you still need to work on. When you do this, you need to focus on the idea that everything has a proper place and time, and not to become frustrated with yourself when you are not exactly the way you want to be or feel you should. Looking into this will cause yourself to become well rounded and more complete, as you try to become a perfect sphere, chipping away access stuff. Feeling complete matters a great deal to you, and this will be the way to achieve it, it will not come all at once.
Another answer: your family senses your worth, and recognizes that you are special. The connections that you make with them particularly as you better understand them through your gift will be a great blessing in the future.
You do have a pretty good life, and though there might be challenges in it, it is a good one for you. While I read you, I keep seeing a lake, a beautiful, pristine lake that appears to be untouched and undisturbed. However, you seem to know that the stillness cannot last, no matter how much you wish it would.
I hope that I answered just a few questions you may have had.
sensoryguy (1 stories) (22 posts)
 
7 years ago (2012-08-25)
hello, I was kind of wondering if you have any time and enough energy, if you would read me? I know things about who and what I am, but some things are still mysteries. Maybe a little insight on an outer perspective would help:)
Venus-chan (6 posts)
 
7 years ago (2012-08-25)
Hmm, that amazes me. I find your powers and intentions very interesting.

You can read me if you want. You might not be able to, or you might find some very interesting things. (I'm not challenging you to.) Since it takes a lot of time and energy, I don't want to drain you.

What is your opinion on God and your whole viewpoint on religion? Just curious. 😉

Just be cautious and keep your Will strong. Always be youthful, but wise.
IslVoter (257 posts)
 
7 years ago (2012-08-25)
Crazy14--

Thanks for addressing my questions. I totally understand about the energy reading takes from you so... At your pace.

As to the future and what I want to know, I'm not really looking for specifics like who will I marry or even exactly what my future will be. I am really looking more for (a) how I might get out of the rut I feel I am in and (b) the general plan I made for this life and where I am in that process. As I said, I am at a transition point--in everything--work, empty nest, health -are all in flux. And I'm stalled, not knowing which way to move, what else I can be doing that I'm not.

Anyway, thanks for what you are doing--for everyone. It is a very loving thing.

Lora
Agstorms (183 posts)
 
7 years ago (2012-08-25)
[at] crazy14 yes you're right about that. If you want I will explain to you, but at the moment I'm pretty tired. So just ask if you are interested.
Libertas33 (1 posts)
 
7 years ago (2012-08-25)
Dear Crazy14,

I have e-mailed you, and I forgot to say that you have full permission to poke around. Do whatever you want, permission is only for you, because I sense you won't do any harm, tho I must admit I probably never had any similar experience that someone remote read me.
Cheers!
crazy14 (2 stories) (28 posts)
 
7 years ago (2012-08-25)
First, to agstorms: I really couldn't tell what color the baby's eyes were, when I have a vision of something it is usually not very detailed in what I see and I have little ability of what exactly I will see. Yet, there is more to it than that isn't it? I feel like there is something more to it, but I'll let you tell me what it is if you want to, rather than just try to read it from you.
Everyone who has emailed me or requested being able to email me, I would be more than happy to remain in contact.
One thing I will say is that reading people is extremely exhausting for me and takes a lot energy. There is a limit to how much I can do in one day, so please understand when I get to everyone asking me to read them and you have to wait.
One confession that I have to make is that I still worry somewhat that something I might read from a person might be wrong. So far, I haven't but I don't want whatever I might say to be taken as the only source of advice. I am only an imperfect human, and it is always a possibility that I could make a mistake. Follow your heart and in your sense of doing the right thing.
To Islvoter: I would classify what I read from people to be in 3 different categories: things that the person already knows about themselves, things that they did know but had never really thought about or realized before, and then there are things that they did not and could not know about themselves, such as how another person really feels about them or the future, including what you are talking about, such as what paths they might and should take, but I've found that the future is not set in stone, as you knowing about the future can affect the outcome. I could know who somebody should marry, and I could tell them that, but they could always choose to marry somebody else and manage to be happy as well. Or they could then take my advice and attempt to try and marry that person, but that could cause the person to act in a different way or get overly nervous, causing things not to work out. However, if I knew their future and did not do anything to influence it, it would happen the way I saw it, which as long as it is a good one, I will never tell somebody exactly who they will end up marrying.
Also I think it is better not to know everything that that is in your future, it makes life rather boring and makes you constantly worrying about what will happen and how you can either prevent or achieve it.
IslVoter (257 posts)
 
7 years ago (2012-08-24)
Crazy14--

I'm curious. Do you know MORE than a person knows about themselves. What I mean is, are you just reading their current state or are you able to contact their higher self to see paths they might and should take?

I guess this sounds ungrateful but I've had readings I looked forward to greatly only to be told what I already knew about myself.

How is it for you?

Lora
Psychicgirl18 (3 stories) (69 posts)
 
7 years ago (2012-08-24)
Hello, I'm so glad you wrote this story! I've had my abilities witch includes being an empath, for as a long as I can remember, and to this day, I still feel crazy.

I've pritty much accepted my gifts for the most part, its just seeing and cummunicating with the deceased that causes me to doubt myself.

Is it possible that we can keep in touch?

If so please send me an email, or write a comment. 😁
EdenMarie (4 stories) (16 posts)
 
7 years ago (2012-08-24)
By the way...

"You feel like you are trapped within yourself, like there is something waiting and wanting to get out, but you just don't know how to do that, or just what it is just yet. Your true self still remains locked inside you deep down." <---THIS specific detail has been the cause of much of my confusion for some time now, possibly more so than many other things. And admitting my confusion and fears to myself has been hard enough. Thank you, REALLY! Somehow, I don't feel AS alone as I did before...

And no, I don't mind you sharing that info publicly. I did ask afterall 😁
EdenMarie (4 stories) (16 posts)
 
7 years ago (2012-08-24)
Wow! You are... Pretty much dead on! You have a very strong gift! And some of that, like what's more on a religious basis, my fears about my children... Well most of it I have NEVER admitted or spoke about to anyone. Not even those closest to me. Thank you so much!
If you don't mind, I would like to keep in contact with you and possibly discuss things on a more personal level... Some being because discussing things about religion is frowned upon here. Do you mind keeping in contact via personal email?
ally_26 (2 stories) (50 posts)
 
7 years ago (2012-08-24)
Quite an amazing story you told us. You seem to be a very extrodinary person and I love that you want to make a difference in peoples lives. I'm a bit curious if you can read me or not since I never had any person read me before. Of course its your choice to read me, I don't want to seem to be forcing you or anything. I'm a private person so I wouldn't like to have my reading post online so I'll email you my email.

Thank you for sharing your story 😊
Agstorms (183 posts)
 
7 years ago (2012-08-24)
[at] crazy14 kind of silly question but, what color were the babies eyes?
crazy14 (2 stories) (28 posts)
 
7 years ago (2012-08-24)
By the way, hope you don't mind me sharing this publicly. It's prompted me to give out my email address if other people want my help, but would prefer that it is more private. I have it on my profile now. It's crazy71490 [at] hotmail.com Also since I think talking about religion is discouraged on this site, I opted not to discuss it.
crazy14 (2 stories) (28 posts)
 
7 years ago (2012-08-24)
First to agstorms, no as far as I know I can't use other people's powers remotely, that at least has to be where I am in close proximity to them.
To EdenMarie. I know a lot of what you are going through and what happened to you, but it would involve discussing it on a more religious basis. You feel like you are trapped within yourself, like there is something waiting and wanting to get out, but you just don't know how to do that, or just what it is just yet. Your true self still remains locked inside you deep down. That part is partially what you believe you could be as as a person, and partially what you sense. Your heightened perceptions are meant as a gift but in many ways you regard them as a curse. They are not, but the only way to achieve peace within yourself is to embrace this side of you, and not merely accept it. That is done through seeing the world beyond its physical constraints. You want to see the world that remains beyond your grasp, but that can only be done through acknowledging that world exists. When you see or hear something that you know only you can see, take note of it and pay attention to just what you can glean from that. With you your other senses will allow you to understand and see the world and yourself in a different light but when you don't really try to understand the meaning, you will only get confused. You are experiencing things that do not make sense, but that does not mean they cannot be figured out if you are willing to pay close attention to them. Only then will you feel more complete and less trapped within yourself.
Your life is like a cord that has become tangled with many challenges you did not foresee in your life. Do not let these challlenges get you down, but accept that they are a part of life and will only make you stronger. You have the option to try and pull on either side of the cord and thus make the knots even tighter, but slow down and try to slowly untangle each knot. True freedom can only come with patience and due diligence, and attempting to struggle against what life has dealt you without trying to spend the effort fixing them will only get you into more trouble.
I wouldn't worry so much about your children, they love you and they know who they are as individuals. You have taught them well, even if you might not feel that way sometimes. They consider you their safety net in more ways than one.
I hope that at least answered some of your questions.
Agstorms (183 posts)
 
7 years ago (2012-08-24)
[at] crazy14 just remembered that you said you can use other people's abilities, can you do this remotely? If so you should use mine I think you may get a kick out of it:P
Agstorms (183 posts)
 
7 years ago (2012-08-24)
[at] crazy14 haha nice reading:) very in depth! With the ghost part my dad saw a ghost of the person he named me after watching over me as a baby
EdenMarie (4 stories) (16 posts)
 
7 years ago (2012-08-24)
Crazy14, Can you please try to read me and maybe... Offer some enlightenment as my situation/experiences?

I can relate some to your 'gifts',although my own are not entirely like yours. I'm finding through reading the stories and experiences of other people, that many of us have 'gifts' that are very similar in some ways yet also very different... Unique to each person. Although I finally 'accepted' my own (so to speak) a long time ago; I have very strong feelings that they are either much much stronger than I know and understand or that I have other gifts that I don't fully recognize or understand. These feelings are based on some of the experiences I have had, and I am now attempting, and struggling somewhat, to make sense of it.

It is very nice to hear that you are using your gifts to help others, as I feel that is ultimately the reason we have been 'blessed' with these abilities. I wish you the best of luck in everything you do 😁
juan (1 stories) (4 posts)
 
7 years ago (2012-08-24)
read me? Maybe I can read you, I have kind of the same abilities like you I'm 14 though:)
crazy14 (2 stories) (28 posts)
 
7 years ago (2012-08-24)
All right, you asked for it agstorms. You wanted to know if I really can read you, and so I did. I decided to go with just a general read of how you are as a person and some of the concerns or thoughts that occupy your mind. Keep in mind that I actually wrote most of it before reading any of your posts. First you have a good soul, but you feel it remains tainted by some of the things that you have done. Although this is not such a great burden to you, you worry that it will grow larger as time progresses. I can tell you that it will not be any great problem as long as you allow it not to get you down. Your perceptions of the universe are altogether different from most people and you have used a considerable amount of time exploring its mysteries. You want to know everything and largely you feel much is available to you, at least more so than most people. Lately you have been finding that you have been learning a lot and your perceptions have changed. However, those things that have truly mattered to you remain difficult to determine satisfactorily and you have had mixed succcss in this regard. Your perceptions in what the future will hold remain particuarly difficult for you, and you fear that history will be doomed to repeat itself. You shall experience a series of challenges but I shall not reveal what they are, as they are for you to find out. To deal with these challenges you must understand the reasoning behind all things. Only then will you come to understand yourself and your role in human history.
Also while reading you, I had a vision I suppose of your past. I saw a baby that was crying but was being watched over by a presense or a ghost and that it had remained with the child for a long time. The presense was very protective of the child and did not want me to cause the baby harm as it regarded you as special for some reason. I wondered about that until I read one of your posts about that experience. Thanks and I hope you don't mind me posting this.
Agstorms (183 posts)
 
7 years ago (2012-08-22)
Seem skilled* (Word limit word limit word limit word limit word limit word limit)
Agstorms (183 posts)
 
7 years ago (2012-08-22)
Hahah cool, you seems killed, try read me! (not a challenge) and also try and see of you can use my "powers" I won't tell you What they are but you will figure it out:)

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