This is my first time posting a story, so let me just start off by introducing myself. Hello I am 17 years old and I've been having psychic experiences since I was 14. I've heard, felt, and seen things, and even had a couple of precognitions. It was all fine at first, I learned to embrace my gift and even learned that my grandmother was a channeler. I found a close friend who was also sensitive as me and life was great!
Skip forward to where I am now, is a whole different story. It all started with my "out of the blue" panic attacks around mid- year. I immediately went for medical exams but they said nothing was wrong; I was soon diagnosed with just anxiety. I just didn't get it, I never worried or stressed over anything much. School was fine and no abuse whatsoever. Then summer hit, I thought I would feel much better since school was over, but I was wrong, I got worst. My panic attacks increased and I just couldn't bear to leave the house! I especially started to notice that I would get even more sick when I would eat or just be around people, until I meant my spiritual healer.
Lucky for me my dad meant him and wanted him to come over our house, so he could do a cleansing for us. When he first arrived, he took notice of me and told me that I was a lightworker; I was shocked because I never even thought of that. He said the world was changing into the 5th dimension and that my body was reacting towards the changes, hint the anxiety. What really surprised me, was when he stated that my soul travels the astral plane to fight negative energies off with the angels and archangels. This inturn made my body sensitive towards low energies. For example, if someone was sick or stressed and I was by them, I'd get sick. Unnatural foods also hold up a lot of low energies, so if I ate any processed food I would immediately get sick or if I ate any meat in which an animal endured suffering, it would tear my body apart! He later healed me from any implants or irritability that I've had and with a good diet I got back onto my feet.
A few days passed after the healing and I was relaxing on the couch, when I saw someone with a white robe like a tunic, but I wasn't surprised. I've always seen them; much of them are always around me. I always get the feeling that they're here to help me. I got so used to it that I just never associate with them and let them do what they gotta do. I later laid down on my bed to go to sleep, but something felt weird that night. I kept seeing those people around me and I started to feel energy, it was really cold. That's when it began, I started to breath heavily and my chest felt weird, I thought oh boy not another panic attack, but it felt different not like any other panic attack I had. As I was trying to calm myself down I lost feeling of my body and the energy around just increased that's when I started to cry. It was so overwhelming. My parents heard me and rushed in to help. They calmed me down and blew it off for just another panic attack but I knew that it was something else, I just didn't know what exactly.
Even more days past and I feel even worse than the beginning of the summer! I feel sick, not like a cold or flu, like an unnatural sickness within me. So many of these white robbed people are around me, I've tried to ask them for answers but they won't answer me, some just comfort me. I feel so lost and I keep having this feeling that there's more to what I am. I asked my spiritual healer again and he says that these people are like detoxifying my body so I can get ready for what's to come in this world.
I know this all sounds crazy, but I just want to do how can I cope from this sickness and from the low energies around me. I just need some advice or tips on how I can handle this situation. I want to go back to enjoying my life. Thank you for your time and consideration.