When I was a little girl (around 7-9 years old) my mom's boyfriend who she had been with since I was 3 committed suicide. Shortly after that, I was laying in my bed room singing, and I saw him (don't worry this isn't a ghost story) watching me. My mom said that he used to love listening to me sing.
As I grew older, I would have random dreams about him. He has never spoken in any of my dreams, he is always just there. I try to talk to him, but he never answers me. He is always smiling a HUGE smile, and when I start getting upset that he's not answering me, I wake up. There have been numerous odd experiences with him and I feel like he's trying to connect with me.
A couple of years ago, me and my boyfriend Michael broke up. Michael moved to a different city, but would come back to visit his family (I lived with his sister). I wouldn't know when he was coming (from over hearing people talk about it) and a lot of times, he just showed up unannounced, however I would have a dream about him the night before. At first I thought it was coincidence, however it continued to happen. There were even times I would ask his sister if he was planning on coming down. She would say she didn't know, but sure enough, he would show up the day after my dream.
I have always been intuitive and get feelings about things. As a young girl, if I got a weird vibe from someone, I would stand close to my mom. Lately, when trying to go to sleep I see random faces when my eyes are closed. These are not faces of anyone I know. I'm not sure if it is my mind playing tricks on me or something else. Also, sometimes when I feel like I'm on the brink of falling asleep, I'll wake suddenly with the feeling of someone being there. I have even heard what sounds to me like someone is yelling in my ear. It scares me and I jump awake, but I'm never sure if it's a dream, or if I'm really hearing something else.
I have had aura readings and when the measure the chakras I received high scores in intuitiveness, clairvoyance and knowingness. I'm wondering if anyone else has had any experiences like this, or if this is just my mind playing tricks on me when I'm falling asleep. I would really love to connect with the other side or tap into any intuitive ability, but I just don't know what I'm dealing with.
Sorry for the LONG post:)