I'm 15 years old, and I know almost all teenagers want 'magical powers' or 'gifts'. I don't, but I think I have some. I'm not really sure about this whole thing or what any of it is called, but I have read a lot of stories and I can relate.
I feel other people's pain and emotions. When my cousin broke his foot, I felt it that day and started limping, when I found out he broke his foot it had shocked me that I had felt so much pain in my foot right around the time he broke it. Also, when a women at the store I was at started going into labor, I felt very deep sudden pains in my pelvis.
Sometimes when I sleep I'm in a dream state where I'm not fully asleep but not fully awake, and I think I'm dreaming, but they are so vivid I wake up screaming or crying, or even laughing. I experience these 'dreams' a lot. The dreams I remember when I'm in those dream states always manage to come true. Sometimes it scares me, because I know something bad is going to happen, but I can't stop it. As for seeing the future, it happens in my dreams at night, but sometimes during the day also, like daydreaming kind of. No one ever believe's me which is why I have never shared any stories. I get so scared that I'm going to be shunned from my family. I'm not scared of being different I just want answers.
When I get angry or really calm the wind changes, and sometimes it even rains or there is a thunderstorm. I can't explain it, and after the weather changes I get this satisfaction like I know I had something to do with it, but I'm not sure what.
I make radio's or TV's static when I get to close and I just don't even get how that is possible.
Fire seems to burn brighter when I'm around it, I don't know if that's a sign for something or what. But I feel like it means something important.
I have seen ghosts, well I think they are ghosts, before and when I was little I used to talk to them, but as I got older I just became afraid.
When I touch things I am all of a sudden there, but I know I'm not, its like its in my head. But I know its from what I touched because as soon as I let go the image disappears. The weird thing about it though is the flashbacks aren't my memories. In fact I have no idea who the people are or where I am when that happens, its even in a different time period sometimes. I just want to know what all this means, to make since of it all. Can anyone help me?