This is what has been happening to me:
So for the past few months, I've been feeling different. Like someone who doesn't belong with everyone else, someone who's different. Not socially because I have many friends and family members who love me and I haven't had any traumatic experiences either.
It seems that many other people on this website have this same problem or at least similar problems. So, how do I know if I have some sort of power? How do I know I'm not just going crazy? What's going on with me?
So in some of the articles I've read, you guys seem to have a connection with something. I guess my 2 connections would be water and animals. I feel really connected to those things, if I even know what this "connection" is.
I feel like I can't tell anyone about this feeling I have because no one will believe me. I've been feeling secretly depressed about this for a while and is this the feeling that you guys had too? The only way I feel better is when I talk to my cat and ask her the questions I'm asking you all today.
If I do have a power, or developing one, what stage would I be in and how do I figure out my power? What if it's something that I would never expect and would never try? And what if I feel this way forever?
I haven't had any strange dreams or experiences that may contribute to this subject, all this is based on what I feel everyday when I get home from school and I'm free to just think about myself.
I also have a question for the people who have a power and can completely use it, What is it? How did you learn you had it? How do you control it?
Thanks for reading all this and I hope that you guys can help me figure out what's going on.
P.S, I guess I should say that I'm adopted so I have no idea about my ancestors or special powers that my birth parents may have.
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We are all connected to the universal creative life force within everything in existence. Most religions see this life force as the one true God/Creator, even smaller religions that are unique to a certain tribe, etc. Some people are aware of this; others are not. It sounds like you are becoming aware of this and how everyone is interconnected. Don't let it freak you out, just accept it; accept yourself for who you are.
I have a very strong sense of empathy that developed over time by being increasingly aware of those around me. It may be partially genetic in my case, too, and it gets stronger as I gain experience and get older.
However, my parents are unable and/or refuse to guide me in other unique situations I have experienced (see my posts on here). For instance, my eyes turned red once. I wouldn't have believed it except my husband told me it happened, and I have another family member who has witnessed it happening to a different family member. Not sure whether it was me or another entity,though. I just know it scared me. My point being, even if you found your biological parents, it doesn't mean they'd be able to help you with this. The only other family member that would have a clue about what causes my experiences died before I was born. I can't find any information on what happened to me online. Most of the ones I found online where someone's eyes turned red was due to the person being possessed by another entity during which time they do not recall what happened. I, on the other hand, recalled what happened at that time and felt in control whether or not I was.
The only other weird talent I have is that I can literally sense trends in pretty much any topic such as business trends, fashion trends, technology trends, housing trends, etc. Not sure what to do with it, but it's one of my gifts. I don't consider it one of the main senses, but it is something I "feel" or "sense" similar to feeling someone else's emotions or the wind on your shoulders. I can usually predict trends 2-5 years out depending on what it is.
Each person is born with a given set of talents, and they are all important for creation. No person is more or less important than another. It's just one of those things where you learn to love and accept yourself for who you are. Don't worry about not learning the right thing at the right time; just listen to that inner intuitive voice that tells you good from bad and use that to direct your paths. Take it a day at a time, and let the rest happen in its own time. Rome wasn't built in a day. That's a lesson I've spent a good portion of my life learning.
Oh, and remember with more gifts comes more responsibility, but don't let that scare you because if you have it, then you were meant to use it. Just relax and let life flow.